5 Seconds of Paradise ( 5 Seconds Of Summer )

Chapter Thirteen

We stumble into the hotel a little disoriented and laughing. Michael and I left the other boys at the arcade. I throw the stuffed lion to the couch and fall into Michael.

"You know, if you are sooooo upset that I kicked you out of your bed, you could just join me" I whisper as seductive as I could, but it just came out as a slur.

He pulled away with his eyes wide. "Are you sure?"

I bit my lip and nodded. "It's a big bed..." I grab his hand and lead him to the room.

When we get next to the bed he drops my hand. Uncertain. I hop on the mattress, on my knees I lean to him. "See I told you it is big."

Suddenly we were kissing. hungrier than before and so much faster. The taste of vodka and our tongues was a delicious combination, that I wanted more of. So pulling him on top of me was the only way I could think of to get him closer. His fingers fumble with the button on my shorts. He gave up quickly and just pulled the jeans down my legs, with some resistance on my thighs. I help to kick them off when they are around my calves. Michael pulled away to take off his own pants. He reached over his head with one hand, grabbing the back of his shirt and pulling it over his head in one swift motion.

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He leaned back down to me, but before he could kiss me again I pull away. "I'm a virgin." I state, anxiety clear in my voice.

He stopped dead in his track. "Really?" His voice was dry and husky, full of need.

I bit my lip and nod "sorry."

"So you don't wanna..." He trails off.

I shrug my shoulders.

He flops to his side pulling me closer as he assumes the role as the big spoon.

"Wait what are you doing." I ask looking over my shoulder at him.

"I want you to be sure, and I don't want to be drunk. And since you're still technically a minor I can't be with you like that, even though I really want to be. No statutory rape tonight, nope."

"Even though you're only 19 and I turn 18 in like a week."

"Mmm-hhhhmmm" he hums, nuzzling his face into the crook of my neck.

I stop fighting the cuddles and push into his warmth. Dragging my legs against his to create a little friction. Not worrying about not being able to shave for the last couple days with the rub of his leg hair against my skin as our bodies intertwine.

"Mikey?"

"Hhh-mmm"

"How come you don't have a girlfriend?"

His shoulders shrug. "Why do you ask?"

"Cause your so nice and such a good guy."

"That's usually the problem. The girls I tend to date only want a good guy until they're bored and move on."

"Oh.."

"And they can't handle the life I live. Music is my life, it's been the only thing there for me, other than my mates."

I nod, knowing he feels it.

"So tell me, how is a girl as beautiful as you single, and in a big city like this alone?"

"I wasn't for the longest time, I actually got dumped not to long ago. That's why I'm alone, he was supposed to come with me." I try thinking up most of it on the spot. I didn't feel right lying to Michael, when all he's been is honest and giving.

"Wow, I would never do that. You don't need him. I'll help you get over it. Just saying"

I turn to look at him in the eyes. "Did you really just quote one of your own songs?"

"Did I? huh. I knew it was good when we wrote it."

I relax against him again. "Goober."

"But you love it." he says squeezing my hand tight, as they rest in his large ones.

"Can you do me a favour?"

"Huh?"

"Sing me to sleep?"

"Um want song?"

"I don't care."

"Some say, now suffer all the children, and walk away a saviour,
Or a mad-Ow!" he gets cut off by me elbowing him in the ribs. "Why did you do that?"

"You will not sing me to sleep with 'Sleep'. I love that band but not now. Sing something cute, for me"

"Um... You were young, and so am I," he starts. "And this is wrong, but who am I to judge?"

I close my eyes and let the sleepiness over take me.

"I feel like heaven when we touch
I guess, for me this is enough. We're one mistake for being together.
Let's not ask why it's not right.
You won't be seventeen forever.
And we can get away with this tonight."

His words get hazy as I drift further away from consciousness.

"You are young and I am scared.
You're wise beyond your years but I dont care.
And I can feel your heartbeat.
You know exactly where to take me."

His words seem so distant now even though I know he is singing right into my ear.

"'Will you remember me?'
You ask me as I leave.
'Remember what I said?'
Oh how could I, oh how could I forget?"

I'm gone by the time he finishes the song with a small kiss below my earlobe, and I think, he too, feels the warmth nesting inside of my heart.

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Bruh am I good or am I good.

Btw the first song is 'sleep' by my chemical romance, my favourite band ever (yes even over 5SOS, because they were my first), and the second song is 'seventeen forever' by metro station.

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