Chapter 10.5 " Useless"

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{Sarah's POV}
《2 years ago》
"Your useless.. your a waste of space in this earth..". There he goes again babbling on in life as if its gonna get him anywhere. "Why can't you stop drinking.. MOM wouldn't want this.. your own wife wouldn't want this LIFE for her daughter."
"She's gone Sarah..there's nothing  we can do about it." He said yelling angrily at me. "WELL SITTING AROUND HERE ALL DAY AND DRINKING ISN'T GONNA SOLVE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS.. WILL IT!". I was infuriated,angry, sad, and worst of all I wanted nothing more than to die.
"HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT.. DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM.. I AM YOUR FATHER AND I SHOULD BE TREATED WITH RESPECT!".
"YOU KNOW WHAT.. DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT..I'M TIRED OF YOU.. AND THIS ABUSE.. IF YOU WERE TRULY MY FATHER.. YOU WOULD KNOW THAT DEEP DOWN I LOVE YOU.. AND I KNOW YOUR HEART. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. HOW COULD YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS!!". I said everything I felt at that moment. Not regretting anything. It was the truth. "SARAH MONTGOMERY I'M GIVING YOU 10 SECONDS TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND NEVER EVER COME BACK.. YOU HEAR ME!". I immediately got my stuff and left. I fled from his chains that he put upon me. The knives that he's stabbed in my heart. And the scars he's put on my wrists. I felt free, but, I wasn't free yet. I had to release the toxic poison of life. So, I snuck into a bar across the street. Drank my sorrows away like I was taught.

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