He remembers it like it was yesterday, a warm summer day, the ground slightly moist from the morning drizzle. They were all sitting down on a large checkered tablecloth, people jogging in the park like any other day, the sound of children playing and the smell of fresh food laid out. Culinary delights from everyone in the group semi served on the paper plates Canada brought with America's insistence, it smelled amazing, looked divine and they still couldn't start. They were all waiting for America to appear before beginning, mostly cause Japan forced everyone to not take a bite. "Come on Japan! I'm starving!" yelled Australia after she swatted his hand away from the Teriyaki she brought. "Until he doesn't appear, no one eats!" she screamed back.
Russia perked his head up and started to discreetly look around with a worried face, wondering where the American was. "Calm down Russ, I'm sure he's on his way." 🅱️oland snickered while stealing a cherry from the plate of fruits on the ground. Germany laughed slightly as he leaned in on 🅱️oland's shoulder, Russia snapped a mean look at the country. "заткнись, боланд! (Shut up Boland.)" 🅱️oland chuckled a bit and wrapped his arm around Germany, a smile on his lips, he could hear America's heavy breathing approaching from a yard or two away. The red and white stripped county ran up towards them half dragging half bringing a young human. "Hey guys! Look who I found!" America yelled grabbing this short human from their shoulder. She giggled softly, "Hi everyone. my name is Y/N." As soon as 🅱️oland heard her voice, he wipped his head around and laid his eyes on her for the first time. Then something dormant inside him awoke.
A strange feeling of need overpowered him, he wanted her. It wasn't a sexual need, no, this was something else.
It was a feeling he had experienced with every one, before he met his boyfriend. This felt intoxicating, overwhelming, and exhilarating something about Y/N awoke a forbidden and old feeling from its slumber.
This caught him off guard, there was something about her that he wanted or at least needed, but he couldn't put a finger on it.
Was it her hair? Her Y/EC eyes? Maybe it was the sweet smell of her being that awoke it? 🅱️oland extended a hand and offered her his hand. "The names 🅱️oland miss..." She eagerly shook his hand, and immediately he could feel the sheer softness of her hands. A shiver ran down his spine, he liked this contact and he wanted more.
As the human sat down with them for the evening picnic, 🅱️oland's eyes never left her. He couldn't suppress this, not like the last few months, this was trying to eat him alive, drown him in this mesmerizing feeling. And he was more than happy to summit to it once more. Summit to the OBSESSION.
"🅱️oland are vu ok?" Germany asked stopping dead in his tracks and placing a hand on his boyfriend's shoulder, attempting to snap the country out of his trance. He had been silent for the majority of the walk. 🅱️oland looked into the white worried eyes of his beloved German country and smiled softly, grabbing his lovers hand, the polish interlaced his fingers with Germany's, and in a reassuring tone, he answered. "Of course, my beloved Ukochany, I'm perfectly fine." 🅱️oland brought his partner closer to him, gave Germany a peck on the cheek and lowered his head in order to nuzzled his nose on the crook of Germany's neck. The German blushed at 🅱️olands actions and looked away embarrassed while fidgeting clumsily with his glasses, unintentionally exposing his neck to his partner.
Noticing his partner's embarrassment, 🅱️oland snickered and began to slowly lick up Germany's neck. "🅱️-🅱️oland! Ve're in b-bublic!" The German stuttered getting slightly aroused by his boyfriend's actions. 🅱️oland wrapped his arms around Germany's waist and pulled him in closer. "So?" He asked seductively lifting his head a bit to nibble on his partner's ear.
A shock of pleasure ran along the German's spine, making the hairs on the back of his neck rise while the flushed color in his cheeks darkened. "V-vell zome one might zee!" "Alright." 🅱️oland pulled away from him, smiled and kissed the others forehead. It pissed him off that Germany acted like a total cock blocker in public, but he did have a point.
They both kept walking down the sidewalk, away from the park they were at just minutes ago, it now seemed like a small speck in the distance. The sun was setting, painting the summer sky in a lovely tint of oranges, pinks reds, and yellows. Only to be quickly washed over with the starry nighttime sky.
Throughout the walk 🅱️oland's mind kept sidetracking, always finding its way towards Y/N. How did she awake these feelings? He had done such a good job in his burying them deep down to only focus on Germany. But this person had to snapped them back to life. 🅱️oland suppressed a sigh and kept walking home with his boyfriend by his side.
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While walking to Germany's house 🅱️oland recognized the rode to his old home, the one he immediately moved out of as soon as they started to officially date. That house had witnessed many of the horrible things 🅱️oland had done in his childhood years.
The shed still contained the dissected corpses of small and large woodland creatures he captured when practicing his skinning. He didn't want to bring back the splendid memories and the feeling of pleasure and ecstasy. It was now in the past, he had to suppress them, for Germany's sake.
"🅱️oland! Germany! Wait up!" A voice was heard from across the street, a slightly deep voice with a slight european accent lingering at the end. 🅱️oland quickly turned his head towards the girl and then quicky jerked it away. Y/N quickly passed the street and ran up to the two countries with a large smile plastered on her lips. "Look both ways." He muttered lowly while clenching his fists. "What?" she asked slightly tilting her head sideways.
That familiar feeling wasquickly building up again. He sighed and kept his eyes away from her. "You haveto look both ways before crossing. Or else you will get run over." She lookeddown and apologized. The ambiance started to grow heavy as 🅱️oland's brows furrowed, the apology notsatisfying him. "Hey Y/N vere are vu going?" Germany asked in a desperateattempt to change the subject as he fixed his glasses, pushing them up on thecrook of his nose. The human looked up with a smile. "I'm going to payMexico a visit, he invited me over for taco Tuesday." With that she turnedand waved goodbye.
A feeling then struck 🅱️oland when he heard Y/Nsay she was going to Mexico's. He felt as if his head was being pulled apart, apart of him wanted to walk away with Germany and another wanted to yell at her,pull her away and punish her. But another part, the larger part of him... wantedto see her cry bloody murder.
Hi guys!, I'm currently thinking of changing the book a bit, since changes have happened and so on and so forth. One of my ideas is focusing on Y/N and Boland longer than i had, ake it a bit more gory and pinful for Y/N. Tell me what ya think, you like what im trying to do?
