Asmo Confession Part 2

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A stinging pain greeted you as you slowly sat up in bed. Bring your hand up to your face to rub your eyes you realise their covered in bandages. Looking around frantically you don't recognize the room, but you see a mirror. Scrambling out of bed you stand before it. You wore an oversized soft pink t-shirt your legs, hands parts of your arms, neck and face were wrapped in bandages.
"I see your awake." Solomon's voice calls. Turning quickly to face him you see him closing the door. Your stomach falls,
"Solomon what is going on." You ask trying to hide the bad feeling that was stirring in you. Smiling he sits on the side of the bed and patting the space beside him. You shake your head in response and take a step back. Alarmingly he just laughs, you widen your eyes. "That look on your face is so funny, honestly. Asmo brought you here. We then took you to my room, you were in shock from the burns." He said smiling. Touching your face you begin to remember what happened. You feel tears fall down your face the salt in them stinging your wounds. "I see you remember now. Don't worry I have manage to treat them quiet well i think. The solve under those bandages should heal it quiet well. While the one I hold in my hands will remove any unsightly scars left behind." He said his voice taking on a sickeningly sweet tone.
"What is the catch Solomon, you don't get something for nothing in Devildom?" You ask staring him in the eyes.
"You are right of course, but you don't need to worry about the cost Asmo has graceful agreed to pay me in your stead." Solomon replied. You feel your body go numb,
"How is Asmo paying for this?" You snap.
"Oh I just need to borrow a tiny bit of his energy for an amulet I have been trying to construct." Solomon answered off handily. Narrowing your eyes at him you walk toward him.
"What do you mean borrow?" You demand your voice dark.
"Well I guess a better word would be take. But more precisely he will be wearing a ring for a week give or take, that will slowly consume excess energy his body with produce by abstaining from pleasure ." He said matter of factly.
"Your going to make him suffer horribly for the sake of some amulet! I though you were friends!" You scream at him. Stand Solomon laughs at you,
"One must do many horrible things in the pursuit of power." Solomon said wiping a tear away. His face suddenly became placid one more as he continued to hold the container of salve in his hand. Sudden Asmo burst through the door.
"Your awake! Sweetie are you in any pain, any at all? Just tell me and I will fix it." Asmo said embracing you. You breath sharply as your body alights in pain. Jumping back Asmo frown,
"I just hurt you more didn't I" Asmo said crossing his arms.
"Asmo why did you make that deal with Solomon." You ask. Asmo freezes his hand held up in a dramatical pose of shock.
"What ever do you mean love?" Asmo said smiling.
"Asmo Solomon already told me." You reply bluntly.
"Oh that deal! I just could not bare the thought of your body covered in all those unsightly scars." Asmo said with out missing a beat. Before you could speak Asmo laid out your clothes. "Come now lets get you home and back in bed." Asmo said cheerfully before leaving the room ending the conversation. Solomon then sat at his desk and began to write as he spoke.
"Remove those bandages tomorrow evening around the same time as you arrive home tonight. Shower and scrub your skin thoroughly. Once dry apply the salve I gave you everywhere you are scarred. Then rewrap with the bandages I will give you before you leave. I suggest getting someone to help you. If I were you I would do everything I tell you, since Asmo has to pay for it regardless." Solomon then stood laying the instructions beside you clothes he left with out another word.

You lay your head against Asmo chest as you rode in the car. His sweet smell comforting you and hurting you all at once. He was stroking your hair humming softly your favorite song. Your eyes where firmly glue to the ring on his other hand. The deep pink gem sparkled with a sickly luster that made you feel disgusted. Once home Mammon and Asmo helped you up the steps and into the house. Everyone was waiting for you in the lobby, there faces all sick with worry.
"Welcome back M/C." Lucifer said his arms open. Your face soften and you nodded your head.
"Are you in any pain," Satan asked
"No Solomon gave me some medicine." You reply. "Unfortunately I will need to be under supervision for the next three or four days while it runs its course."
"I see," Lucifer said " I will write a schedule for everyone. Please read it everyone to find out your shift."
"I will be watching her until I need to be removed." Asmo said firmly.
"I see no harm in it." Lucifer said "Since this mess is very much yours and Mammons fault. Which reminds me Mammon I will see you in my room now. Asmo I will be checking in you regularly. " Gulping beside you Mammon followed Lucifer. Once Lucifer left the rest rushed you every one hugging you and fussing over you. You smile as they all help you to your room. Once there Asmo shooed them away so you could rest. Alone you sank too your knees unable to hold it in anymore and cried. Your throat felt hot as sobs wracked your whole body. You were so angry and depressed that all you could do was cry. After awhile you were able to calm your self, slowly you stood and wiped your face. Blowing your nose you change into the longest looses night gown you owned. You stared at your self in the mirror,
"Damn it I look like a monster from a cheesy horror movie." You say to yourself. Despite everything you give a soft laugh at the idea. Sitting at your desk you look at the board above it cover in photos of the Seven brother and you. Your hand moves to your favorite one of you and Asmo. Running your finger over Asmo's face you part your lips and begin to speak to the photo as if he could hear you. "You make my heart and head hurt so much and yet I cannot stop myself from wanting to be with you. I am not a fool Asmo nor a child I wish you could see that. I know your the Avatar of Lust and that you'll never just be mine. am I wrong Asmo? Is it wrong to love you regardless. Is it wrong that I am not mad at you for sleeping around only that your not with me in my bed at the end of the day. Can you call what I even feel love or am I a complete fool so beaten down by this place I have lost myself." Sadly you stand and turn to head to bed when you see Asmo standing in the door way.
"I brought drinks and snacks. I also brought a lovely hair mask to help get your hair back in order. Ohhh and Levi lent me the that new Anime I have been dyyyiiinngg to watch."
"Asmo how much of what I said did you hear?" You asked stunned.
"I think it is called secrets of the Harem or something like that. But the hero is so stunning, not as much as yours truly. Plus look at the emperor he is so delicious." Asmo continued ignoring you completely. A pain emmits from your heart as you remember the night in the bar when he drunkenly admitted that he loved you. Did he mean it or was it the alcohol. You watch Asmo put on the anime and set up your bed to make it comfortable. You can tell he cares more about you then most, yet he cut his heart off from you. You see him pat the spot in front of him and then hold his hand out for you beckoning you forth. You walk toward him a fake smile plastered on your face as you sit down. You can hear him talk about your dry hair and split ends. But your thoughts are on the drunken kiss you shared before Satan showed up and Asmo passed out. The taste of alcohol on his full lips. The delicate moan in his throat and hot hands on your face. You felt your body being shaken snapping you back to reality.
"Sorry Asmo what were you saying." You asked
"I asked you who your first kiss was with." He replied. You smiled and answered,
"Humm let me think. His name was Sebastian I was 5 and he was 6. What about you."
"First girl was an Angel named Lilly, first boy was an Angel named Michael." Asmon said smiling massaging the mask into your hair. Almost spitting your drink out you choke. Asmo mean while laughs behind you.
"Thee Micheal, as in the arch angel." You ask.
"You want me to kiss and tell. What kinda demon do you take me for." Asmo says trying very hard to keep a straight face. Turning you stare him in the eye and raise your eyebrow.
"Spill." You demand.
"I dunno I kinda like the idea of you imaging me doing all sorts of lewd thing with the Arch Angel Micheal." Asmo says sudectively. Pushing him you call him out.
"Fine, it was a different Micheal. Meanie, ruining my fun." Asmo said wrapping a cap over your head. You hear him bring up his timer. "30 minutes and your hair will have life in it once more." Turning you smile at him your eyes widen as you feel his hand stroke your check. "How are you so ugily yet still so beautiful." He whisper. You feel tears forming in your eyes.
"That is because I think you see me with your heart and not your dick." Asmo smiles his perfect flawless face gazing at you his eyes drinking you up as you are now. He let's out a weak laugh at your comment,
"M/C I need you to pinky promise me something." He says holding up his pinky finger.
"Of course Asmo, what is it?" You ask holding your own pinky finger up.
"Please let your heart forget about me." He says sadly.
"Why would you say something like that." You ask tears falling silently from your eyes. Pulling your hand away you stand up. Asmo follows you and taking your face gently in his hands.
"As beautiful as this body is my heart turned black and ugily when I fell. You where right I can never just be yours, I am the Avatar of Lust. I will only hurt you so please just forget about me." Asmo voice was desperate tears falling from his eyes, kissing you on the forehead he let you go.
"How dare you. You selfish, vain, self absorbed asshole." You snapped.
"Okay I know your mad but that is a bit much." Asmo says pouting
"Did you mean what you said that night at the bar." You ask your voice stronger then you felt.
"What night?" Asmo ask his eyes blank.
"The night you said you loved me, the night you begged me to not go!" You yelled crossing you arms.
"Sorry I don't known what your talking about. I think you must be mistaking me for one of my brother, silly." Asmo said the hand with that ugily ring covering his mouth as he giggled.
"Alright Asmo. If you want to keep me out that is your choice. Don't you dare though try to feed me some bull that your trying to protect me. I love you, I will not forget you. That is my choice Asmo! I accept who you are and what you are." You paused taking a deep breath to calm your heart. "I will not lie and say I will enjoy sharing your body with others but.." You step forward and place your hand above his heart. "As long as this beats for me alone I am willing to stay by your side." You say looking into his eyes.

Asmo felt numb as he denied remembering what he knew he had said. Of course he remember how could forget! He remembered everything from the colour of her nail polish to how her check blush at his words. The taste of her lips still clung to his even after all his time. Asmo saw her hurt, he saw her sorrow, yet if she stayed with him if she loved him what he was compelled to do would destroy her it would ruin the pure heart he had fallen for. Please he begged in his mind just hate me, a little pain now saves you from a long life with me suffering because of what I have become. Please M/C you don't need to pay for my choice. Asmo felt his heart stop as she pushes back against his empty words. Her strength had always amazed him but her words now made him stand still. Her heart was ready to accept him to understand everything and embrace him for what he was. He felt her small hand touch him and a part of his heart he thought had died long ago nearly jumped out of his chest.
"You really just won't let me go will you. Not that I blame you or anything I mean I am gorgeous." He said looking into her perfect eyes. Taking her hand in his he lovingly kissed her finger tips brushing them against his lips. She felt so good, so warm, so alive. Maybe just maybe it was okay for her to love him, please let it be okay.
"What about the pictures, what about the videos you'll see and hear about." Asmo asked afraid to hear her answer he looked away. He felt her take his face in her hands.
"I won't lie to you at first it hurt, alot. But I have had time to think about it, really think about it. I realised what hurt was knowing you were not mine at the end of the day, that in those moments you loved them not me. I know what loving you means I know what it entails. I also know that if we both try we can make this work." M/C finished a look of hope in her eyes. Asmo felt his walls crumbling around him, as he looked upon her sweet face. He could bare it no longer he kiss her once more.

You felt Asmo's lips on yours and you eagerly kissed him back. He licked and nipped at you lips in between experiencing your desire for him. The passion and love he conveyed in this single kiss was everything you could have possibly dreamed. Asmo pulled away slowly his soft pink eyes longing for more then a kiss.
"I love you so much. If you are so determined to make this work, then I will give it my all. If knowing my heart beats only for you keeps you with me always then I swear not even death will make it stop. I love you. You must be one hell of a masochist my queen, no my goddess. " Asmo said his voice trembling. Embracing you he kissed you once more, he held you so tightly it was difficult to breath.
"I thought you two were being awful quiet." Lucifer said. Both of you jumped breaking the kiss you both looked at him.
"Ah Lucifer, did I mention how lovely you looked today. Those colors they complement you so well." Asmo said smiling.
"It is time to go Asmo," Lucifer said sternly. "Right now."
"Awwwww but we where just starting to really get to know one another." Asmo said pouting.
"You should go Asmo you swore to pay Solomon." You say rubbing your face into his chest the smell of roses all around you once more.
"Your my girlfriend. Your supposed to be on my side." Asmo said
"Asmo move right now." Lucifer spat getting angry. Kissing Asmo one more time you watch him go. Once the door closed you threw yourself backward on your bed. Swearing to yourself that your relationship will work and that love is enough.
















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