ZALFIE - Behind the camera

Baby blue slippers

I wake up tucked in our bed with an empty space where Alfie should be. The smell of sizziling bacond wraps around my sense and i flop back onto the pillow with an electric smile on my face becauss i have forgotten about yesterday and all the panic attacks and hate.

I allow myself to push it to the back of my mind because I couldnt take it right now. "Little one, you awake", Alfie calls out softly. "Yes", I anwser back. I walk into the kitchen sliding slightly with my baby blue spotty slippers. Alfie comes over to me squeezes me tight and kisses me, i kiss him back. "Morning", Alfie smiles at me I return the smile.

He hands me a plate with a bacon buttie with a splodge of ketchup on top and I nod a thank you and sit down at the laid table, pouring me and Alfie a glass of orange juice. Alfie joins me at the table.
"I love you", I whisper like its a deadly secret. "I love you more", he replies kissing me on the cheek.