STEPMOM

5.Reliving the past?

Emma's pov:
Regina and I are a thing for more than two weeks now but nothing happened between us yet. We want to take things slow but not too slowly cause dad gets home in 15 days. Right now we are laying on the grass just in our bikinis and enjoying the warm weather.
That women's body is giving way too thrilling signals to my core. She looks so beautiful. We are both tired of socializing and going out so usually our days are like : making breakfast together, watching a movie or a TV show. Lately we started to watch a Netflix show called Once Upon A Time. We just started season 3 but we both love it. It's crazy because Regina looks like Lana Parilla and I have a lot of similarities with Jennifer Morrison. Anyways, after that our routine is to do something active in the house like cleaning, packing, organizing. Then we change into our bathing suits and go outside. There's a big yard with a huge pool and games so we always have fun. I love being able to kiss her, cuddle her all the time. I'm gonna miss that when dad gets in the picture. We are always at my room when it comes to sleeping, watching movies, sometimes making out.. because it's better to make OUR new memories there than in the room where a lot of stuff happened between my dad and Gina. Gina. My mind came up with this name and she absolutely loved it. It suits her so much.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-Stop, stop with the tickles.- i laughed so hard it was even hard to breath
- Never! You have to earn that Swan!
-Just stoop Gina pleasee - and with that she stopped and sat up straight
-Gina?
- Yeah i'm sorry, it's just happened- i said as i reached to grab her cheek
- No I-I actually like it it's just weird because nobody has ever had a nickname for me.
-Well than it's a good thing that i happened to you
-It's the most wonderful thing that could have happened to me Em
-Em huh?
-Yeah it suits you. It's cute
-Shut up
-Make me..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
———————————————————————
I have never told this to anybody. I was too afraid that if I did even worse things would happen to me. Fortunately with some lies I was able to cover up the bruises and cuts but i never mentally healed. But when we moved I was able to get past it, my mom never knew the reasons but I was seeing a therapist for a year and took some pills be able to sleep, be at home alone and to live a normal life. Anyways I let go of the past and wasn't thinking about it at all lately. I suffered enough. That was until today when he left me a message.
I'm trying my best to keep up the act because I don't want to tell Regina. If I start to tell then it will involve a person she loves. And I don't want to blur her judgement with my past..
———————————————————————After around six or seven pm when the sun started to fade and the rain started to pour we went inside.
-You wanna do anything special or just our usual?
- I don't have everything in mind -except- but if you wanna go out or something
-NO! I was just afraid that you're bored with me or something
-Gina don't. You know that I love every minute of this.
-Okay then how about if we go upstairs take a shower - my breathing hitched when she said those words, and i'm pretty sure she noticed it- oh nooo not like that. we take a shower at the same time in our own bathrooms then change into a comfy sports bra and shorts and then bake some cookies for the night?
- Aa that sounds amazing. But how come the bra thing?
- I don't know. It's just ah god i'm crazy about those abs and breasts. - i laughed because that was the last thing i expected from regina
-Oh my god Gina, you know what i'm crazy about?
-Uu my breasts, ass?
-No. Well yes but no. You. I'm crazy about you
-Aww that is so sweet.
We both leaned in and met halfway for the most loving kiss that we have ever shared. Our tongues danced together and it was so amazing. She placed her hands to my hips and pulled me closer to her body.

After a few minutes of kissing we went upstairs and got ready. For some reason I have this feeling that something big is gonna happen. I want to sleep with Regina I do. It's just all those past memories. I haven't had sex since then. And honestly i have no idea if i'm ready or not..Before I stepped out of the shower I shaved my legs and body. Who knows. I picked out a black laced pantie a black short and a colorful victoria secret sports bra. That one is my favorite. I put my hair in a low ponytail and went downstairs. Gina was already there in a red short and black bra. Her cleavage is breathtaking and I haven't even mentioned her ass. She was looking at some receipts so I went and hugged her from behind. My hand was around her abdomen and she intertwined our fingers. I put my head on her shoulder while looking at the papers.
-Uu are we making chocolate-chip cookies
-Yes dear, if i'm not wrong those are your favorites.
-Yep they are. - she faced me in my arms so my hands were on her perfect butt. She grabbed my cheeks and pulled me in for a passionate kiss. I pulled her body as close as possible to mine. I'm a little taller then her so I lifted her up, never breaking that kiss. She put her legs around my waist as I started to walk to the living room. Maybe my instincts were right and it is really happening today? But am I ready for this? I sat down on the couch, while Regina was sitting on my lap. I grabbed her ass which earned those moans from her that I could die for. She slowly laid me back down while straddling on my hips. Okay so she took charge, she's on top which is good because she has the experience with women. But I should tell her. Yeah i definitely should. I don't know what can i take. The memories start to fill my mind and it's just like in the nightmares all those years ago.
She started sucking on my jawline and there was no way i could resist that without a noise.
-Pleasee.. - i arched my head back as her hands started to travel down my body.. and then i just DOT.DOT.DOT. /true mamma mia fans get it lmao😂/

:// GUUUYS OH MY GOSH ITS SO CRAZY I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. I started this book not even THREE days ago. and now more than 90 people read it, there are more and more votes, comments and i'm even 21th on one of the ranking lists. I love you guys so muuch🥺🥰://