I stared at my crush sit in the front of the classroom. He was so cute! His name was Romeo. But his friends called him Meo, I don't understand why.
But he had been my crush for so long! Ever since the third grade, when he made me his valentines day I crushed on him. He was the only nicest person to me. He was my only friend in the Fourth.
And all this time, up to eleventh grade he's been there. Not for me, just in myschool. He stopped noticing me after he made many more friends. But I never forgot about him. We were on the same track time.
We practiced on the same field, what was his reasons for not noticing me? What ever they were, it was probably serious. But Romeo was a tall dark skinned male. He had waves that went all around.
And there was his smile. Lord have mercy on my soul! Every female feinted, literally FAINTED when he passed by. Besides me... It was as if I was immune to his handsome and I didn't catch " The Faint" like the other girls.
Many would talk about a feeling between there legs. I never looked there. My mother and father are the reasons why. If I touched myself for unreasonable reasons I would be in a lot of trouble.
Its crazy right? I should be able to do what ever I want with my self right? Right, well my Father is a pastor at our church and my Mother was the first lady. She always told me sex before marriage is sinning.
I did not want to sin so I never knew what I looked like down there. Besides showers wiping and lady business ( Periods ).
I did not get to experience the feelings most off the girls caught. I was just a 16 year old eleventh grade Jamaican female. Who still used the word hotel card. The other girls say,
VIRGINITY or CHERRY
But if I even say VIR or CHER I would be in my way to the crazy home. That's the way my house hold is set up. But anyways,
Romeo. So cuuute! When the end of class ended there was the lunch period. My mother brought me lunch everyday. I waited by the door. She rushed up to me smiling.
I smiled back and she kissed my cheek.
" Mama loves you beautiful!," I smiled and we prayed over my food then she rushed to the meeting she had across town. I went to the cafeteria and began to eat.
How rude am I to tell you my story and you dont even know my name! I'm Cozzie Graham. My Mother is Abagail and my Father is Bryan. Nice to meet you!
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