On the news I had found out our church was burnt down by a bunch of boys who were ignorant to do such things. My mama had a miscarriage with the second child and she took her anger out on me again.
Daddy told me it was my fault for letting the devil get to my head now I had ruined the whole family.
I asked how and he just left me puzzeled. I went to school holding my arm and listening to the kids talk about me. Allen came late. He made up for his lateness by buying us pizza for lunch.
I told him about what happened to my family's life. He apologized. I rubbed my arm and looked up at Allen. He took my hand and pulled me close as I cried on his chest.
That day I didn't go home, I snuck out the school with Allen and we went to hang at a cafe.
" I never been here before... I never left school before... Allen I'm scared.," He took my hand and gave me a box. I opened it and smuiled a little. It was a heart necklace.
" Allen it's so beautiful!," He smiled and I turned. He put the heart pendant on my neck and kissed my lips slowly.
I held his hand and kissed him back. He rubbed my hand and grabbed his phone when it rang.
" Hello?... Okay... For real? Get 2,000 and bring me back 3... Alright... Gotcha.," Allen hung up His phone and he began to kiss me again. I rubbed his face.
His hand touched my thighs. Then they went under my skirt. My legs began to slowly shake as I felt his warm fingers get closer to my vagina.
He touched me. I jumped and his eyes grew wide. He slid his finger into my under wear and played with my vagina.
A moan inched from my lip every time he rubbed me. I bit his lip and he looked at me.
I began to pull my under wear down slowly. He put his jacket over my legs. I lifted one up on his lap and Allen slid his finger in me and slowly fingered me.
I kissed him slowly and moaned as he took it slow. He pulled me closer and went a bit deeper. I licked my lips and gasped.
" Allen! I'm a virgin!," I whispered. He looked at me and asked,
" Do you want me to stop?," I thought about my problems at home and shook my head.
" Just don't take my hotel card...," He nod and pulled me back into a slow kiss. I held his arm and began to moan a bit louder. He looked at me. I gasped and moaned shaking. Allen removed his fingers from my body and he kissed me.
I saw the wet stains on his jacket. He shrugged,
" I'll buy a new one... You ready to go?," I nod my head and he helped me get up. I held his hand. We paid for our lunch and went for a walk in the park.
But a familiar car pulled up, daddy yanked me out of Allen's arms. And we went home. He pushed me into the room smacking me in the face. I held my ruby red cheek and cried.
" What's this stuff?!," He yelled. Throwing a picture at me. I took it and gasped. It was a picture of Allen and I kissing.
I ripped the paper and threw it down. He gave me one where Allen was fingering me. He smacked me up and held me down while plugging up his shavers. I strived to get away crying harder.
He knocked me in the face and began to shave my head. When I was bald like a boy he locked me in a empty room with no clothes on. Then he came in with a long metal pole.
And began to beat me. I jumped while arching mg back as he strikes me. He did it again and I hissed and he whacked me in the head one good time. I covered my face and felt the metal pole slam against my body.
Throwing me into the corner of the walls. He yanked me back to my feet.
" Don't move!," he ordered. I covered my head and the metal whacked my calves I felt my calve split and my leg began to bleed. He hit my visible spine and pushed me back into the corner.
" Are you still a virgin Cozzie?," he asked.
" Yes daddy! I am! I am!," He slammed the pole against my arms and I jumped as he smacked my naked behind harder And harder than before.
" Did you allow that boy to touch you?," He hollers. I cried and balled my fist up. He hit both of my shoulders and then my head and I covered my head falling down.
" I did! I allowed him!," Daddy towered me and slammed the pole into my back. I jumped and cried. He kicked me down onto the floor. I could hear mama crying on the other side of the door. Daddy hit me harder and I screamed so hard.
He left the room and mama rushed up to me. She pulled me into her arms and screamed.
" BRIAN YOU SPLIT MY BABYS HEAD OPEN! WHY? WHY?!," I held my self and curled into a ball. Mama cried and rocked me in her arms.
" Cozzie you not sleeping baby... Guess what!," I gripped her arms and shook.
" We gonna move to Jamaica! Don't you miss home town?," I nod my head trying my best to stay awoke. She began to get covered in my blood. My body became weak.
I closed my eyes. Mama threw a bit of cold water on me. I jumped and shivered. She cried still rocking in her arms. We were in the same room for five hours. Then I saw daddy he grabbed mama and gave her some papers.
" Brian... You wanna divorce me after you split mi pickneys head opan and smack depon hu bokside! Ya haffi be bombaclot fa DAT! Mi nuh divorce ya!," Daddy scoffed.
" Your not gonna sign these papers?," He asked. Mama shook her head and ripped the papers. She picked my head up and kissed me in the head. I loved her warm kisses and her soft hugs.
" Fine! I won't have to live with you then bitch.," He spat and reached into his back pocket.
He pulled out a gun and shot mama in her head. She looked down at me her eyes blood shit red and feel back. Her blood joined mines. Daddy locked at me.
" Just go to sleep... You'll die in your coma... I promise.," He kicked me and I felt the urge to close my eyes but I didn't I faked as if I was sleep and when I heard him leave I crawled to a near by phone. I dialed the number Allen gave me.
" Hello?," I began to cry into the phone.
" Allen...," I spoke.
" Cozzie! Baby you okay?," Tears ran from my eyes and I cried harder.
" I'm on my way get you some things packed now!," I hung up and stood up. My broken arm was stuck in one spot. I slid on some jogging pants and a sweater. I couldn't do nothing after I felt my back crack.
I held my screams low and whimpered. I stared at my mama who laid on the floor. She was in a white silk button up with a yellow pencil skirt. Her hair was curled in a pin up.
I took the necklace from her and stared at my name under hers Mama and Cozzie, together forever. I wiped my tear and sighed.
The door opened and Allen called my name.
" Allen!," He rushed to where I was and called the ambulance. We got to the hospital and I passed out.
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