time goes by, but your still on my mind.

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payton's pov:

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iitspayton: time goes by🌷💗
comments:
dylan.hartman: bro
jacksonfelt: word
joshrichards: word brotha
fan04: holy crap he's cute.
i put my phone down and started thinking, i wonder if riley even remembers me, we were so close growing up, she was my first kiss, my first crush, my first girlfriend, my first best friend, i miss her a lot, it was always me, riley, faith, parker, ansley, and eliza, growing up, but riley moves to los angeles and we kinda all separated, parker and i are still close, but no one really talks to riley, that i know of at least. my phone kept buzzing from people who've liked my post, i picked it up and one notification piped out to me.
rileyhubatka has liked your post.
i turned my phone back off. she was probably just scrolling through and liking stuff. nothing to worry about.
riley's pov:

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rileyhubatka: and your still on my mind:/🥀
comments:
emma.chamberlain: beauty
ameliezilber: bby
avani: bebe
cynthiparkerrr: cutie
fan04: her and payton's comments match?
i turned my phone off and laid it down. i miss payton, and all my friends back home, i only have a few friends here, and my dad, back in north carolina, i have friends, my sisters, my mom, and my whole childhood, i'm gonna go spend the summer there i'm thinking about moving back, dad got married already while we've been here, his new wife has a daughter, cynthia parker, she's pretty and sweet, we are kinda close, but nothing can replace what i have with everyone back home, i feel like i would be happier if i live with mom and my sisters, and visit dad and then in the summer. but on the bright side, playlist is next week, i'll hopefully be seeing some friends from back home, if they remember me.
if payton remembers me. god i miss him, he was my first everything, and parker was the brother i never had. ansley, faith, and eliza where extra sisters to me. i heard eliza got big, and she moved to new york last year. ( not irl) i stopped thinking and grabbed my phone going outside to my car. i i drove to dunkin and got a drink, and facetimed my mom.
m: hey sweetie, how's california?
i started tearing up.
r: mom i wanna come home, i shouldn't have came, i love dad, and i love cynthia, and the beaches, and i know it was for my career, but i hate it here, i just miss you, and the girls, and, and, ansley, faith..
m: and payton?
r: yes and payton.
m: i'm sorry sweetie
r: can i move home, and come down here in the summer?
m: you are always welcome back home, of course you can, when do you wanna come home?
r: as soon as i can, i haven't talked to dad yet, let me go home and talk to him and tonya. i'll call you back after okay, i love you tell the girls i say hi.
m: i love you too sweetheart and i will.
i hung up and played some music while heading back to the house trying to gather my thoughts on what i would say, he is going to ask why i'm crying, riley calm down, just tell him the truth, that's all you can do is be honest about how you feel.
i pulled up to the house and parked, luckily cynthia is out with her friends, i don't wanna upset her right now.
i walked in and sat in the kitchen, my dad turned around and saw i was upset, and tonya soon joined us as well.
d: riley what's wrong?
r: don't be mad at me okay?
i said sniffling.
t: we won't be mad sweetie, what's up?
r: i talked to mom
d: and?
r: she's okay with it, i don't want to upset you guys, but i miss mom, and my sisters, my friends, my whole life pretty much is back home, all i have here is you guys, emma, avani, and amelie. i want to go back home. i will come visit every summer and for at least a week during my thanksgiving, christmas, and spring breaks, i only have two years of school left. please let me.
d: honey, we don't want you to live somewhere that you aren't happy, you can go home whenever you'd like to.
t: yeah sweetie, we love you and want what you want, and if your happy that's all that matters to us!
r: how am i going to tell cynthia?
t: when she gets home, take her out somewhere and break it to her slowly.
r: okay thank you guys for understanding. i think i'll stay today, and tomorrow, and leave friday morning, is cynthia going to playlist?
d: yes you guys were going to go together
r: what if she goes with me to north carolina since it's next weekend? so we can spend extra time together?
d: that's okay with me, tonya?
t: yes sweetie that's fine, i trust that she will be in good hands.
i hugged them both and called cynthia.
r: hey boo, where you at?
c: i'm with the sway boys
r: i'm on my way to pick you up so we can go get dunkin, and starbucks and go to the beach.
c: okay love you
r: love you too.
i grabbed my wallet and walked back to my car and got into the drivers seat and checked my phone for a minute. i put in the cup holder. i pulled my sleeves up, and looked down at my faded scares, and the newer ones, and i lifted my shirt and looked at the fresh cuts on my torso. i know it's bad but i am jus depressed here. i'm glad to be going home in a few days. i called my mom and connected it to the radio so i wasn't on my phone while driving.
m: so what did they say?
r: me and cynthia will be there tomorrow night or friday morning, i'm gonna drive instead of fly, so i can have my car and so we can just enjoy the ride. she's coming so we can spend some extra time together before plaits next weekend.
m: okay, well i have to make dinner love you bye.
r: love you to.
i pulled up to the sway house, i forgot to mention that i was friends with them. their my only other friends.
i just walked in since i'm here all the time.
r: antttt
i said hugging anthony, my best friends boyfriend who was like a brother to me.
a: ryyyy
everyone calls me ry, short for riley.
r: sorry guys i'm just here to get cyn, so c'mon cynthia let's goo.
i said bye to the boys and we left for starbucks and dunkin, i like dunkin, and cynthia prefers starbucks. it i don't mind going to both. after we ordered we went to the beach and sat on the sand.
r: so, i brought you here to discuss something..
c: what's up?
r: i don't want to upset you but i'm moving back home, we will still to our together, and go to playlist, and social bash, and all the stuff like that, i'll visit for summer break, a week out of thanksgiving break, as well as spring and christmas break. but your leaving with me tomorrow night to go to north carolina so we gotta go home and pack.
c: as long as your happy and i still get to see you.
she responded lightly smiling i pulled her into a big hug.
r: i love you, more than anything.
c: i know i love you too.

to be continued.