time goes by, but your still on my mind.

5

i went downstairs to see what she wanted and saw my childhood flash before my eyes. every single memory. my first kiss, my first friend, my first crush, my first boy hug, my first boyfriend, running around in the back yard with my friends and sisters, going for sleepovers at parker's, payton, or ansleys, and always having fun, fireworks, fire flys, going for swims, my sisters getting distant from me, my parents fighting, walking in to my parents yelling at eachother after school, finding out my dad got fired and then him and my mom fought all the time, packing my things, my parents divorcing, walking away from my childhood leaving it all behind. crying all of the time. every little thing. i started crying, a lot, my three best friends stood right there infront of me, smiling, until they saw me crying. payton was first to act, he ran to me and hugged me tight, then parker and ansley joined in, welcoming me home. i kept apologizing to them as i cried. five minutes later i was done having a meltdown, and we all sat down on the couch and caught up, and talked about playlist.
ans: eliza will be here tomorrow to go to playlist next week, she's just coming home early to hangout with everyone for a while, before hand, she doesn't know your home yet tho.
r: okay.
i forgot to mention, eliza always tried to interfere with payton and i, it's petty to hold a grudge because we were all young, so i'm gonna move past it unless she gives me a reason to dislike her.
cyn: ima go upstairs i gotta make a call.
r: okay, we are gonna go downstairs and do something.
cyn: ok love you
r: love you too.
we all went downstairs other than cynthia. parker and ansley sat on the couch we were all playing call of duty, payton and i we laying on my giant love sac that was in the corner of my basement room. we all got done playin, ansley and parker has went home for dinner with their families. so payton and i watched my favorite movie, five feet apart. and cuddled the whole time, i cried a few times. after it was over and the credits were playing, the song don't give up on my by andy grammer was going and i sat up and he looked at me.
pay: riley i love you
r: i love you too.
he decided to go home and spend some time with his mom and faith. i walked upstairs and saw that cynthia was on facetime with someone so i walked in.
cyn: one second chase, ry is here
ch: ok
r: ouuu who's thatttt
cyn: chase
r: who's chaseeee
ch: me
r: your both impossible.
i walked back out to my room and saw my phone light up.
8**-9**-6***: stay away from payton you psycho bitch. you shouldn't have left him he doesn't love you anymore.
r: who the hell is this?
they left me on read. i didn't care, i turned on netflix and went to sleep, it was around 10:40 when i fell asleep.

little did i know, playlist, and eliza would fuck me.

to be continued