time goes by, but your still on my mind.

9

the next week came and went, it was now time to go to playlist. and i decided that i was going back to la afterwards. your probably thinking im being stupid, moving back and fourth. but it's not. i don't want to stay somewhere that i'm not welcome. and clearly i'm not welcome here, my friends are mad at me, my family left soon after i got here. i feel better in la, i don't know why i thought it would be good to come here. clearly i should be in la, i have friends there who i don't fight with all the time, and i have my dad, and step mom who treats me more like her daughter than my mom, my step sister, and now two new siblings on the way. i want to be in their lives too. so it was just the best decision. i got dressed for the ride to orlando.

i sat next to cynthia and anthony, we caught an earlier flight then everyone else. they still hate me and frankly i do not care, i have the best sister i could have, and the best guy to be talking to, we aren't official yet, and i'm okay with that because he just got out of a relationship, but i am in fact happy to get to go back to la, and be aloud to see him and the rest of the sway boys whenever i want. avani and i aren't close anymore we haven't talked since before she cheated on ant. but it's whatever, like i said, i'm at a happy place. the plane ride was pretty quick seeing as i slept most of the time. i woke up and anthony had his arms around me and i was kind of laying in him. we had landed so i woke him and cynthia up. we got off the plane and got our bags calling an uber. we aren't staying in a hotel like most people do, we are staying in a rental house. us three, chase, madi, chris, seb, and jordan beckham, danielle, mikey, jackie, and lexi. we were all staying in a rental house for the week, it's on the beach:

no need to get into what bedrooms look like. we were the first ones to arrive so we got first pick on rooms. ant and i just picked a simple room with a queen bed. and unpacked. we just went down stairs and chilled on the couch while we waited for everyone else to get here. after about two hours e regime started to slowly arrive. when madi walked in i couldn't help but attack her into a huge hug we fell. everyone just laughed as they all greeted eachother. i am so happy to be back with the ones i care for the most. and to be in a peaceful state.
ant: penny for your thoughts love?
he said with a smile that melted my heart.
ry: i'm just happy to be alive and with you all.
he pulled me into a hug kissing my head.
we all decided to go to the beach since none of us really had plans. i got dressed into the bikini, with jean shorts:

once everyone was ready, we all got into three cars, bc we had rented cars for the week that were down here.
car1: ant, me, cyn, chase
car2: seb, madi, chris, jordan.
car 3: dani, mikey, jackie, and lexi.
we listened to music the whole way there, i could see cyn and chase in the backseat taking pics together. i never knew they were a thing but their cute and i'm happy for them. we got to the beach and went swimming, the sun started to go down and we all took pictures. then we had a fire and sat around being happy to be together. soon after it started getting late, so we went home and went to bed.

to be continued. 
this is kinda a crappy chapter, and i forgot i had it in my drafts so i apologize to everyone for not updating sooner. enjoy!