stuck in the middle

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Matt's POV

I sat next to Edd his body lay still and lifeless not dead but unfortunately close,
His cancer has turned deadly and tord is one bad day away for sucuide,
Hell I cought him trying slit his wrists
Less than a week ago and he has a bullet with his name carved into it,
Of course I took it cause frick all
Day

-time skip 1 week Germany Matt's pov-

I walked around in the stiff yellow army uniform greating other soldiers stiffly,
I entered a file room where they kept all their vital information about well...
Everything really
Kinda a stupid decision to put everything
Important in one vonrable place.
Collecting everything that seems
Important on Tom and anything else
I rushed over a period of a few days to the rendezvous point and flown back home
"Tord hear you go" I set it in his night stand as he looked up at me tiredily
He hummed and closed his eyes
"You've gotten worse" I said and he flipped me off turning the other direction
"You should...got a therapist or something meds! Anything you gotta lead an army and take care of yourself!
Do something or I'll make you do it
Because we know if Tom cought you
All hung up like this he wold crack your ass" he cruled up and put a pillow over
His head.
I know he's listening cause he's starting to shut down again.

I need to get back to Edd

"Theirs some stuff on their you might like" I tapped the papers and plastic hard drive leaving the room with a heavy weight on my shoulders

Tom's pov

The number of rejected colnes is insane and they are all out with me for some reason. Their is at least 30 of us some are deff, blind, ADD, ADHD, OCD ,PTSD , and just hard to work with, but we managed. Everyone can speak our own version of shign language brail and I'm at the verry top of this food chain
I am the alpha aka Artemis
Their leader.

I've never actually seen a 'perfect' clone
The ones they keep but today I'm getting a check-up from a  new nurse
I think his name is Clancy
Something like that but I was wacthing him write when a bad vibe came over the room putting me on edge but I ignored it
He shiged and looked around slowly
Then turned to me attaching weird whiers to my chect and head.
He told me to turn around so I did thinking nothing of it

⚠️smut/rape⚠️

He grabbed the back of my shirt and pushed me down onto the bed and cuffed my hands behind my back

W-wait stop! No no please don't!

I tried to push myself up but he had already strapped my legs and body down
I was shakeing but I was grateful when he left but I wold much rather have him then the guy who came next
6"7 at least and could distroy me if he wanted to
Fear could not Begin to discribe what I felt i-i am petrafied, shaken to my verry core as he blind folded me I began to cry and attempt to call for help
Even though I know nothing
Nobody cares enough about me

For a while it was scilence and the room was filled  with my shaky breathing until I felt him on me grabbing my hips like they belonged to him
Like he had a right to them
And entered without permission
Like I was ok with it like I wanted
Pain

But j don't j want none of that, I could heat my heart monitor go crazy
And go faster and faster as he did as well I felt vomit well at the back of my throat  as I prayed for him to at least pull out I cried out  louder and louder and thought the crys I heard a crewd chuckle

I'm just makeing this better for him

Oh god i just want to leave! I just want to die! How will I ever show my face to my pack again!

He finished in me and  I could feel his heavy breath on my neck "you made that verry injoyable" he licked my neck as I shivers I I herd him leave the room

What if he comes back

Nobody cares or is going to save me hell tord probably have up ages ago
Nobody will come to aleavieate my pain
Or my shame