stuck in the middle

manipulation

after filling out edds medical log and they waited for edd to feel better the house became quiet once again, especially with night now upon them.
Tord did feel some sort away about ho whe had accted. usually tom gives him a snip by not but he hasent received a thing. he felt like he had gone too far when talk8ing about his sister. he felt he had the right, especailly how he hears her talk to him and the way her treated him when she stayed over for a week after she got out of rehab the first time.

as he sat in his room his mind waunderd as he sat in the doim lighting of his room

I laied down starteing at the ceiling and listens to the 3 talk on And on whishinng I could join them.

I was startled awake by a knock on the door "w-what?" Edd opened the door he had a shy scared look to his body. "Sorry about Tom" I sighed
"I mean I shouldn't have brought up his sister"  i looked  at the carpet
"What?"
" It was wrong using his sister agenst him like that I shouldn't have said what I did" I looked up to see an awestruck face "w-what" I said nervously folding my hands
What I didn't expect was for him to hug me "ohhh! Improvement your being humble! I can't remember the last humble word out your mouth!"
He sounded happy "well I just missed.... Us...everyone living happily I guess" I turned bright red
"I think I had a few too meany drinks"
I said pushing edd out "oh and I need some of your blood" I said closing the door
Oh...why would I say that! I know manipulation is like my thing but what was I getting out of that! I don't want love I want power! not friends loyal fallowers! Not some chummy sappy things that can be used agenst me!
I grabbed a bottle of Jack from off my desk at sat down leaning back in the spinny chair.
I need something to drown my thoughts out
I finshed off the full bottle and threw it in the trash can. Waves of dizzyness and sleepiness came over my body.

I'm so stupid

I started to cry this is why I don't drink in front of people because I always cry

Why?
Why did I do it?!

I started to black out and could no longer form proper thoughts
I decided not to fight it and let the darkness consum me once again

Tom's POV

I work up in the middle of the night
Arround 1 in the morning. I felt a pressure in my lower abdomen.... I gotta pee. Walking down the dark hall I noticed tords light was on and his door was cracked. That was unusual for him....he could be dead. A sense of joy filled me but when I began to open the door a became concerned

What would happen if he really was dead?

I opened the door and looked around the room and saw him passed out on his desk whearing nothing but a thing white tangtop and really old ripped jeans..... It would be kinda hot if he wasn't such a bad person

I looked at his skin and touched it lightly he's awfully cold. I felt kinda bad so I grabbed his big red blanket and put it over his shoulders. I could tell it's what he needed seeing him snuggle his face into the fluffy blanket. The familear sent of alcohol cought my nose, he buzed and asleep

He's really vonrable

His guard is way down and he...looks kinda cute so peaceful and kinda happy. I looked at him in a sort of daze for a while before I walked to the bathroom and back to my room

Come to think of it I haven't see tord sleep all like that seince middle School before his army