I love you

Chapter 11: What the heck.

(A/n! So hello it is I your author! So I just wanted to say that there are some lyrics and they are from the song "Favorite Ex", "I just want to be the one you love" You should listen to these songs there really good! I hope you enjoy this chapter!)

"Y/n.." Edmund looked down at me,he saw how
drunk I was and laughed at this,I managed to stand up "I-I hate you!" "You don't mean that y/n" Edmund let out a soft chuckle "Yes I do! A-And every day it gets worse and worse!" Edmund looked at me again,His eyes grew wide "Go on" I giggled "Your cheating on me! I kept crying and crying!" I booped his nose and kept laughing he looked at me with sympathy "A-And I actually did love Caspin!"
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What did I just say?! "What?" Edmund looked at me,he set me down and got me a cup of water "Drink it." I grabbed the cup and said "There's a letter upstairs! Read it! I-It's in my dresser!" I laughed again,Edmund ran upstairs and got it quickly he opened the note and read aloud

I was happy without you,And I can go about my life without you! Or what I keep telling myself..And I kissed your friend because your friend said you kissed her! And I didn't flinch and the lights didn't flicker and I..I fell apart.
You were my best nights to worst fights
And "Couldn't care less"
You were my gold rush to cold touch
You were my no sleep cried for weeks..I need you to understand that Caspin did kiss me,and I kissed back due to Eustance telling me you were in love with someone else,when I asked lucy she told me he was lying,I felt awful I told Caspin I loved him but I was just hurt! I asked him to forgot it and lie and say I pulled away,I'm really sorry but now your cheating on me with Mia..I was looking for something and Changing the one thing you hated..I understand if you want to leave me but just know I love you Edmund.

He took a step back and looked at me I was crying "What's wrong?" He asked me I answered with "I don't want to set the world on fire..I just want to start a flame in your heart! I've lost all ambition..I just want to be the one you love!" I was yelling at him,my eyes were watering,the water had helped me sober up a little he crumbled the note and I saw a single tear go down his cheek "Edmund..You know if you leave then that's it..we're not getting back together we're done forever..this is your choice."

"I'm not leaving. I just need to be alone." Edmund finally said "Ok,I respect that I'll go to a hotel" Edmund shook his head "No,your staying here I'll sleep on the couch remember?" I did remember. Mia. "wait wait wait! Are you going to tell me about Mia?" He got nervous again "Edmund. I can break up with you too! Don't test me little boy!" I stepped towards him,my head started pounding I felt weak a little bit but I didn't mind it I started to realize I hadn't eaten anything in the past two days..It was finally starting to set in "Edmund! Are you going to answer me?" "Fine..Mia was a realtor I was looking at houses to buy for us to move into,see i'm not cheating! I just didn't want to tell you yet since I still didn't know if you wanted to move in when we got married or now.." I was shocked all I could say is "What the heck."