My Angel

Feelings

It was true? I couldn't sleep that night because I kept thinking about what he said.

"No it can't be true." I said to myself. "He's just messing with your mind Y/N." Then I drifted off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and when I got to the avengers floor, no one's there.

"They left for a mission." Loki said. He was sitting on the couch near the tv. I nodded and went to the kitchen to grab some food since I was starving. I was looking for the cereal and found it on the top drawer.

"Jesus Steve. Why can't you just put it on the lower ones." I tip toed trying to reach it but got no results. I climbed the counter. Then Loki came to the kitchen. He looks at me with curiosity.

"What are you doing pet?" I flinched at the word pet. I turned around and sat at the counter looking at him. He was at a pretty good distance and I'm too lazy to get down to kick his ass.

"Am not your pet. I'm trying to get the cereal box but Cap here decided it was a good idea to put it at THE VERY TOP." I said shouting the 3 last words. Loki chuckled and that caused me to give him a look. "Ok fine I am short." Loki then approached me and his body is now just right infront of me. Oh my gawd I can feel the tension building up. I was blushing so damn hard. 

"Don't fall for it don't fall for it" I thought to myself. Loki reached the top drawer easily. He was tall after all. He got the cereal box and gave it to me. His face and my face were not even 10 centimeters apart.

"You know you can just use your wings." He wishpered to my ear. It sent shivers down my spine.

"Ye-yeah I didn't think about that." He was so fucking close I can't fucking think clearly. And then I heard the elevator ding.

"WHAT THE FU-" Tony shouted. Loki immediately walked away and acted like nothing happened. I hopped down.

"TONY IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE." I raised my hand in defeated.

"WHY ARE YOU ON MY KITCHEN COUNTER MAKING OUT WITH THE GOD OF MISCHIEF?! YOU KNOW HE'S THE BAD GUY AND YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO FALL FOR HIM Y/N!" Tony shouted. The others just stood behind Tony with an akward face. Nat tho, went to Loki and held a dagger infront of his neck.

I know Tony is right but Loki wasn't a bad guy. He was under control that time.

"He's not a bad guy Tony. He was under control by someone named Thanos." I said a bit calm this time.

"BUT HE KILLED HUNDREDS!" Tony shouted. It's clear that he's still pissed off by the fact that the God of Michief was flirting with me.

"HE WAS UNDER CONTROL TONY! DO YOU KNOW WHAT UNDER CONTROL MEANS? HUH? DO YOU? IT MEANS THAT HE. CAN NOT. CONTROL. WHAT. HE. IS. DOING. SOMEONE ELSE IS. CONTROLING. HIM. AND WHY AM I ON HIS SIDE? BECAUSE ONE, HE IS INNOCENT. TWO, HE WAS MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND. Even if he doesn't remember me....." I said gesturing my hand while doing so. I thought after I said that Tony would understand, but he didn't.

"BUT HE'S STILL THE GOD OF MISCHIEF. HE WOULDN'T FALL FOR THE TRAP IF HE DIDN'T WANT TO BUT LOOK NOW. HE FELL FOR IT. HE GOT CONTROLED AND HE RUINED NEW YORK. AND YOU JUST CAN'T SEE IT BECAUSE YOU FELL FOR LOKI." Tony pointed at Loki and then me.

"I DIDN- URGH FORGET IT. YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND." I stormed off to my room. I closed the door with a slam and layed on my bed.

"He was under control Tony. He didn't know what he did. He was under control." I burried my face into my hands. And just let my mind wonder off.

"Why did you do that?" Was that....Loki? How did he get in?

"How did you-?" I pointed to the door then to Loki then to the door then back at Loki again.

"Teleportation darling." He said that like it was something really boring to him.

"Oh......" there was silence for a few seconds. Until Loki decided to speak.

"Y/N why did you speak up for me back there?" I gave a long sigh before answering.

"Because I know you didn't mean to do those shitty stuff back then. You were under control and you can't break free from his control." I stopped for a while. "And you were my childhood friend. Maybe you don't remember but I do. We used to run away from my parents and play near the park." I smiled. Sad tears dripping down from my cheeks. I wipped them away aggressively not wanting Loki to see my sensitive side. Loki's eyes softened.

"No one ever stood up for me like that before. And I'm sorry." I looked up.

"What did you say?" I asked. Not believing what I just heard. Loki hesitate for a moment.

"I said I'm sorry." He said then turning away.

"I forgive you Loki. Even before you apologized." He turned around and looked at me. I gave him a soft smile.

Loki's POV

She's so soft....and innocent.....and.....kind....to me.... Why is she so kind to me? I've called her all those nasty things. She doesn't deserve someone like me. She doesn't deserve to be treated the way her parents treated her. She even forgive me before I said sorry. Maybe it's because I'm her childhood friend? But I don't remember her in my childhood. Or maybe my memories are just blury....

I look at her. She always looks so happy and as if everything's fine. But I know deep down something in her has already been broken a long time ago.

"Why did you forgive me already?"

Y/N's POV

"Because....." I took a deep breath. "I can't keep hating on someone I love. I can't have the feeling of revenge on someone I love. And.....I love you Loki." Loki went to wipped away the tear that I didn't know was there. I hugged him really tight and he hugged me back.