What Do I Do [Oneus Fanfiction] DISCONTINUED

1. Bye sis, welcome hell

Hello, this is my second book im doing and im nervous if anyone will read it, but here i go.

Enjoy
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I was scrolling trough my phone, while my sister was cooking for us.

Well she wasn't really my sister, but she had lived with us since i was three years old.

My parents said that they found her one night at our door looking bad, so they took her in.

Anyways she was finally home. After our parents died she had to earn money and got a great job in another country.

Sadly this was our last night we could spend together, since she had to go back to Japan.

She walked to the living room, with two bowls of our favorite food bibimbap and one plate of gimbap.

-Thanks sis. I say and smile widely as she hands me the bowl and chopsticks.

She smiles at me and sits beside me.

-Should we watch a movie? She asks and fulfills her mouth with delicious bibimbap.

-Sure. I say as i reach for the remote and switch to netflix.

-I have been wanting to watch this new movie that came out, can we watch it? She says mumbling, mouth full of food.

-Yea sure. I answer and she points at the movie she wants to watch.

I click the movie and it starts to play.

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After the movie we were both tired and went to sleep.

-Night sis. I say to her as we we're about separate to our rooms.

-Night. She answers and gives me a hug.

I hug her back and we go to our rooms.

-Shit she will leave tomorrow...

I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling.

I start crying out of nowhere and depression hit me.

-Why does depression always hit me when im suppose to sleep.

Depressing toughts come to my mind about my parents and school.

I start to cry so hard thinking about my parents as i try keeping my noises inside me.

-I dont wanna make sis worry. But i should just kill myself. It would be easier for her too, she wouldnt have to pay for my apartment and hers...

I open my nightstands drawer and take a pocket knife and some paper.

Without thinking any further i cut my wrist open.

Blood starts running down my hand and i put paper on top of my cut.

-It feels good...

Once the bleeding had stopped i put a bandage there so no one would see what i did.

I cried the whole night until i was too tired and fell asleep.
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I wake up to my stupid alarm waking me up.

-I dont wanna go to school...

I shut my alarm and kick my blanket off me.

I slouch to my bathroom and take a shower.

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I dry my hair and walk back to my room and put a pale pink hoodie, black jeans and white socks on.

I didnt bother brushing my teeth, i just used some mouth wash.

I took my phone and school bag, then headed to the kitchen.

I dropped my bag in the hallway and walked in the kitchen, where i saw my sister cooking breakfast.

-Morning sis. I smile to her and she returns the smile.
-Morning. She says and puts a plate in front of me as i sit down.

-Here is your breakfast. She says smiling and sits down with her plate.

-Thanks! I say amazed of how good the breakfast looked.

We started eating peacefully, hearing birds chirp outside.

I always kept my windows open in the summer becouse of the hot weather.

-Are you gonna be fine for another year without me? She asks bit worried.

-Of course, i have been fine before havent i? I ask confused to why she worries so much.

-You know im gonna miss you... She pouts at me.

I giggle.
-I know, im gonna miss you too.

-Oh but i have to leave for school now. I say as i glanced at the clock.

-I have to leave soon too. She says and we stand up and hug.

-Lets call soon. I say as tears start forming into my eyes.

-Yea. She says and tightens the hug.

-But you shouldnt be late, go now.
She says pulling out of the hug.

-Okay... I say and she pecks my forehead.

-Talk to you soon. She says smiling as i walk to the front door.

I nod and say my goodbyes then leave the house.

-I cant believe last week went so fast, now sis leaves for another year and the hell starts... That fucking creep will start harrassing me like he always does... Im really gonna miss sis, she brings me courage and its like i dont even know what depression is when im with her.

With those toughts i reach the school, since i didnt live far away and i was greeted by my best friends Dongju and Keonhee.

-Hwanwoong! Keonhee shouts at me waving his hand in the air.

I walk to them and greet them.
-Hi guys. I say as we start walking in the school yard.

-Did you hear?
-Hear what? I ask confused of Dongjus question.
-There is gonna be a transfer student coming today. He says excited.

Dongju is always excited to meet new people and wants to be everyones friend. In other words, a cutie.

-Oh cool, whats his name? I ask, but  see a horrible human being coming our way.
-Oh shit. I say and hide behind Keonhee.

They both knew who it was, since that guy was the only one i reacted that way to.

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Idk what this book is gonna be like, but im planing on making it good lmao

And idk how often ill post but ill try 1-2 times a week.