What Do I Do [Oneus Fanfiction] DISCONTINUED

7. Storm, Tiger and Biscuit

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After school was finished for the day we met up with Youngjo on the school gate.

-What do yall wanna do? I ask looking at everyone, but they just shrug their shoulders.

-Why dont we go have ice cream, ill pay. Youngjo says after there had been 10 second silence.

-Yay ice cream! Keonhee happily starts walking towards the nearest ice cream stall, making the rest of us follow him.

We get there and Youngjo asks what everyone wants.

After everyone except me had said it he says his own.

-And one strawberry flavored and one orange flavored.
He turns to me.
-Isnt that what you want? He asks smiling and i nod, suprised that he remembers what i like.

We get our ice creams and sit down around a table.

-Its so good. Keonhee bites a piece from his ice cream.

-Yea it is. I smile at Youngjo who smiles back at me.

We happily eat our ice creams and talk about some basic stuff.

-Oh guys i need to go. Youngjo stands up looking at his phone.

-Okay, see you later then.

We wish him goodbye and decided to go to my house.

I open my front door and the first thing i see is a kitten running cutely towards me.

-Hey cutie. I pick it up and walk inside, taking my shoes off.

I pet the cat and walk to the livingroom where i find the other kitten playing with a toy i bought them.

I place the kitten down and it cutely walks to play.

-Have you named them already? Keonhee sits to the sofa and finds their mom there.

-No, any ideas?

Seoho and Dongju also sit down and the cat jumps to Seohos lap.

Dongju slowly tries to pet the cat but it almost bites him again.

-How about we name this Storm? Since she doesnt seem to like many people and is black with some gray spottings. Dongju says akwardly checking his hand.

-Thats a great name. I giggle and place my bag on the floor.

-What about these little guys.

I squat down and play with them.

I sit down and pick one of the cats to my lap.

This has some gray stripes on his white fur. I point at the cat and everyone thinks for a name.

-They are both male? Keonhee asks and i nod.

-How about Tiger then? He continues.

I nod at him happily.
-Tiger it is then.

Suddenly the other kitten thats fur is white runs to the kitchen.

-Whats he doing? I ask as he approaches his food.

Keonhee giggles.
-I think he should be Biscuit. He continues giggling as the kitten starts to eat his food.

I also giggle and nod.

-Okay, Storm, Tiger and Biscuit, perfect. I place Tiger down.

-Yall wanna eat something? I ask as i stand up and head to my kitchen.

-FOOD! Keonhee stands up and walks with me to the kitchen.

-You guys want? I glance at Seoho and Dongju.

They both nod as i dissappear to the kitchen.

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-The food is ready! I hear Seoho and Dongju walk towards the kitchen as me and Keonhee place down bowls of food to the dining table.

They walk in and sit down.

-Wow looks so good! Seoho drools over the food.

-Yea just eat it, dont admire. I giggle and start to eat mine.

-Oh yea, did you get a job? Dongju glances at me, but focuses on getting the food in his mouth.

-Oh yea... None of them have called me...

-No... I put food in my mouth and turn my head to the table.

-Oh... Im sure you will get one. Keonhee tries to cheer me up, but i already felt depressed.

We finish our food, no one getting a good idea of what to talk about, so we were just quiet.

We settle back to my sofa and Dongju opens his mouth.
-Oh yea, Geonhak invited us all to a party this weekend, do you wanna come?

Seoho and Keonhee both nod and they all turn to look at me.

-Sure.

I decided to go becouse i had nothing else to do and getting drunk instead of depressed sounded like a good idea.

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They all left, the clock was close to 8pm. I was exhausted, but i knew what was coming...

I close the lights on my way to my room and the cats head to their beds too.

I tought cats were night animals but guess not these.

I leave my rooms door open and fall to my bed after undressing.

I felt it coming, and i couldnt stop it in any way.

Slowly depressing toughts come to my mind and tears start falling down my eyes.

-I hate this bullshit... No one even wants me in their lives... I should just....

I take my pocket knife from my drawer and this time cut my leg.

I quickly take paper from the drawer and push it in the cut to stop the bleeding.

Tears are still running down my eyes, but the pain i felt was relieving.

After the bleeding had stopped i tried to sleep, but managed to sleep only after 3 more hours if crying...

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