crying for help (abused Deku) REWRITE

chapter 4

Kirishima pov
"W-will you go out me?" Asked a scared Izuku, I stayed quiet trying to think of the best way to say yes. "I-uh I-I'm s-sorry" He got up and ran away, he looked like he was on the verge of tears.

Izuku pov
He stayed quiet, I was petrified not of rejection but of getting hit and laughed at so I ran, I was on the verge of tears. I went behind the school and sat there crying for little bit trying to calm myself so I look normal "nerd?" Kacchan walked over and sat next to me I looked at him withy teary eyes and he pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back "what happened?" I'm not sure if I should tell him, he'll most likely kill kirishima, so I shook my head as a sign I didn't want to speak about it. He nodded and didn't push me for answers, after a couple of minutes kirishima ran around screaming my name, I hid in kacchans chest obviously scared I was gonna get hit and beaten until bloody. Kacchan rubbed my back trying to calm me down

Katsuki pov
He heard kirishima yelling his name and he instantly hid his head in my chest, shaking obviously scared that he was going to get hit and beaten until bloody, so I rubbed his back trying to calm him down. Kirishima came over and tried to grab izukus arm and pull him to look at him, my grip tightened slightly on him "bakubro let him go, I need to talk with him" I asked if izuku was comfortable with talking to him and he shook his head no and gripped on to my tighter as if his life depended on it, kirishima start squatting down in front of us "please midoriya" He shook his head and was about to have a panic attack I told kirishima to leave because he was about to have a panic attack, and he left us alone. I rubbed his back and he listened to my breathing I told him to try and match his breathing to mine and he slowly did. When he calmed down we walked to class slowly, his eyes still red and puffy from crying "k-kacchan?" I hummed in response "w-what i-if he hates me or h-hits me?" I told him that I'll deal with him and I hugged him again.

~time skip to in the class~ izuku pov

We walked in to the class room and I felt all eyes on me I started to wonder 'did he tell them? Do they hate me know?' I moved quickly and sat on my desk, there was a note so I read it
'Dear midoriya,
I know you don't wish to talk to me right now and that's fine. I just need to explain why I stayed silent when you asked me out. Im not gay nor straight, I'm bisexual. I have feelings for you and I was in shock, when I grabbed your arm I was using my quirk. I think I might of cut your arm due to my hands being sharp when my quirk is activated. I am truly sorry if I did cut your arm, I'm sorry I stayed silent and made you worry about it, the whole class knows your LGBTQ+ because they heard you ask me out, I don't know if they accept you or not, if you still do not wish to speak with me thats completely fine and I understand
-Sincerely kirishima'

It had tear drops on it, they weren't mine. That means he had been crying I felt so bad I started to cry and I hugged the note close, some notes got thrown at me, a few were nasty like 'kill yourself f*gg*t' 'ugly freak' 'no-one likes you' others were nice 'we support you' 'I'm LGBTQ+ too' 'talk to us if you want to vent' I stayed quiet hugging my knees the entire lesson, aizawa called on me "midoriya answer who the number one hero is as of now" I responded saying that it was Hawks and I didn't realise I got it wrong until aizawa pointed it out "incorrect, it's endeavor" I apologized and told him I was stuck in thought "midoriya what's bothering you?" I said short and simple life is

Aizawa pov
I asked him whats bothering him "life is" He stated short and simple. Bakugou went over to him "Izuku what's wrong?" "K-kacchan" He showed him some papers and notes "OKAY WHICH ONE OF YOU EXTRAS TOLD HIM TO KILL HIMSELF? WHO TOLD HIM NOBODY LIKES HIM? WHO CALLED HIM A F*GG*T?" I got annoyed that kids are picking on him for his sexuality so I stepped in and had a go at them "why are you annoyed aizawa?" I screamed I'm bloody gay. The stood in shock and I stated if you hate the LGBTQ community get out now and never return. About half the class got up and left.

Kirishima pov
Half the class is really that homophobic that they left the class and are really willing to never return. Wait aizawas gay? Okay that's cool  "okay as the other half of the class stayed we're going to be saying our sexualities" The class started saying theirs and that if they're straight that they supported it. I still felt really bad for the whole midoriya thing, I made him cry and I'll never forgive myself for that, "midoriya do you like anyone?" Todoroki asked "uh i-uh y-yeah" Uruarka "who who who?" "K-ki-kirishima" He stuttered and he was scared like he was going to get hit repeatedly he put his head into bakugous chest and he rubbed his back Midoriya clung to him as if bakugou was his only chance of survival I wanted to walk over and tell him that I felt the same but something in my body wouldn't let me move, it was like I was frozen in fear I said 'midoriya' calmly he looked up then looked back into his chest.

Katsuki pov
"Midoriya" Kirishima said so calmly izuku looked up then back to my chest, he was shaking petrified of what would happen. Icy hot moved close to us "Midoriya, when you were living with your parents did they hurt you for your sexuality? Or other stuff that you are unable to control?" "Uh- y-yeah" He quietly stuttered extremely scared todoroki stated "that they aren't here and can't hurt him anymore" He wasn't pushing for answers. Kirishima stated "midoriya you have the note, you know how I feel about" He walked outside leaving the class quiet not sure what he meant.

Authors note
Heyo! I hope everyone is doing good with COVID-19 and schooling for those who are back to school. I'm sorry that I haven't been uploading a lot, I've been doing school work. As I live in Australia we have started week 2 of term 2 so I've been trying to get used to it and understand the work because I'm not exactly smart. So I've been caught up  with all of that stuff. Anyways thanks for being patient and reading my book! Love all you guys, gals, gender fluid and Non-binary pals! ❤ byeeeeee!