crying for help (abused Deku) REWRITE

chapter 5

Izuku pov
He walked out leaving the class extremely confused, I was almost instantly bombarded with questions. Me not having the mental stability to talk about it I got up and left. Iida followed me "midoriya you can't leave class out of the blue!" I turned and looked him dead in the eyes "iida-kun I appreciate the information, but I really just do not have the mental stability to handle it. So for the greater good of our class I left" I walked away leaving him surprised I had the guts to talk back. I walked and sat on the roof, I wasn't going to do anything. "Midoriya!" I looked and saw todoroki, "yes todoroki-kun?" He looked me dead in the eyes with slightly teary eyes "please don't jump, please don't" I walked over too him and hugged him. "I wasn't planning on todoroki-kun... not today anyway" I mumbled the last part to myself. He hugged me back "midoriya, not today not ever please" I nodded and began to cry. He rubbed my back as I cried into his chest, gripping to his shirt as if he was my only chance at life. He whispered kind little nothings into my ear as he rubbed circles into my back and I slowly calmed down. Little did I know the entire of 1A and some of 1C were standing jus a few, meters away. "Midoriya what happened? What happened in your past for this too happen?" I grip his shirt slightly "P-promise not t-to tell? The o-only other person th-that knows is k-kacchan" He rubbed my back again "midoriya, if your not comfortable talking about it. You don't need too, but if you choose to speak to me about it, then it'll stay between you and I. I promise midoriya" I nodded into his chest "I-i'll you. Y-you told me about how y-you got t-the scar" He nodded "okay midoriya, take your time" I nodded and began too talk about everything,  I mean everything. Every little beating for failing a class, parts of my body being slashed open and straight vodka being poured into it, her using her quirk on small organs in my body, not being aloud to eat for 2-3 weeks at a time. I explained that's why some of I'm always really tired or I don't hang around them for 2-3 weeks. I explained how the mumbling is due to ADHD, that's why I get so easily excited and energetic at random, how I was kidnapped a few years before UA, my depression my anxiety and my suicidal thoughts. "T-thats i-it" He hugged me tightly, all of 1A and the kids from 1C came and joined in the hug.

Shinsou pov
All of 1A and some of the kids from my class head what was going on in midoriya's life, we all walked over and joined todoroki and midoriya hugging "hey midoriya?" I was going to use my quirk to see if he cuts. He looked at me "y-yes s-shinso-kun?" I started my quirk "midoriya do use any form of self harm? If so roll up your sleeves" He rolled up his sleeves to real scars and cuts new and old, there were 100s of them "yes I cut my wrists, thighs, stomach and chest." We all looked in shock, I released him from my quirk. He broke down into tears and he was struggling to breathe, todoroki pulled him close and whispered "midoriya, listen to my breathing and try to match yours with mine" Midoriya did as he was told everyone but todoroki, kirishima backed off. Kirishima was extremely worried about him, he had calmed down after a while.

Author note I have writers block, please give me some ideas I love you all bye guys!