Bloom Into You [discontinued]

2//Inure

Inure
"To become accustomed to something undesirable."
Tw// Anorexia Bulimia Sub-Type (a subtype of anorexia where the sufferer avoids food and tends to purge whenever they do eat;hence the bulimia part)
Dysmorphia

[edited :)]

            You finally reached your destination, quietly slipping your key into the keyhole and twisting it until you heard a click. You slowly crept through entrance to the kitchen, where you got a 'yocrunch' brand yogurt(which was your favorite since they always had a separate compartment on the lid for things such as Oreos and M&M's). This had become your staple meal for weeks, you tried to avoid eating for as long as you could. Whenever you looked at yourself in the mirror you saw warped images of yourself. The doctors say you're underweight, but when you looked at yourself, all you could see was an overflowing muffin-top belly, thighs loaded with fat, and arms as big as tree trunks. You couldn't seem to find delight in fine foods as most did, you couldn't even delight in any sort of food, the thought of calories making your head swirl. The spoon made a small clink as you took it out, you clenched it tightly hoping it didn't wake your family members. Once you believed you were in the clear, you brought the aforementioned spoon and yogurt into your room. You had no qualms about living in the attic, it was quiet and made you feel like you were in one of those shows where kids explore secrets in the attic or the basement. The thought made you chuckle a little. After climbing the three flights of stairs and ladder into the attic, you threw your bag into your desk chair and then yourself onto your bed.

"How've you been baby?" You spoke quietly to your bed, trying to hug it. You could be considered weird for talking to the bed, but to you it was all but a joke, you enjoyed the ploy of treating your bed as a long time friend who you hadn't seen in years. You kicked off your shoes, shook off you pants and pulled off your shirt; leaving yourself bare with only your undergarment. "Ahhh I'm too lazy to change." You complained to yourself, now gazing at the ceiling. Finally, with a huff, you pushed yourself off of the bed and to your wardrobe and picked out some comfy sweats paired with an xxl gray hoodie (which was obviously much too large for you). Even if you were, in your own words, a fat fucking pig. You pulled yourself to your desk, removed your bag from the chair and softly set it on the floor near you, replacing it with you. You propped open your laptop, opening a tab for Netflix and another for your school work. You squished the Netflix tab so you could see the video, but expanded your school work tab to make it take up the majority of the screen. You put on 'YOU' and logged into your school website to check on your online assignments before creating a new tab to Google all the answers because, let's be honest here, who the hell is gonna do all of this work?

It was at this moment you remembered that the Miya twins had requested to be your facebook friends. With a heavy sigh and shudder at the previous event, you logged into Facebook and accepted their friend requests. Once done, you closed out that tab and once again began working on your online assignments before the paper ones. An hour or two into your homework session, you received a notification from Facebook.com telling you you had a direct message from Miya ('Tsumu) Atsumu. You placed down your pencil and maneuvered the mouse to the notification and clicked on it, which instantly directed you to the message. And that was how the chat began.

Atsumu
yooooo!
thanks for accepted the req and like sorry bout earlier
samu jus told me abt ur androphobia
i aint mean to scare ya yk? like i really
am sorry
on god </3

Y/N
It's alright. You just caught me off guard is all.
If we ever meet again, please be mindful of my boundaries.

Atsumu
wdym 'if' uhhhhh child!!
ure joinin the girls vb team right??????
bruhhh if u dont ill fuckin
uh
idk uh
scream ig???????

Y/N
I haven't decided yet. I also want to join the young authors club and the volleyball team would interfere with that.

Atsumu
Oh come on plsssssssssssssssssss
p
l
s
s
s
s
s
ss
ill give uhhhhh
a date?
a date!
join the girls volleyball team and you get a date with THE atsumu miya!!!!!
also why r u tying so formally

Y/N
Sorry, I usually don't correspond with others so I am a bit awkward, would it be better if I began typing like you? If you feel uncomfortable with the way I text, please tell me and I will change to make you more comfortable. Also, I do not know what you mean by "...Date with THE Atsumu Miya!!!!!!" I have yet to see what makes you so worthy of speaking of yourself in such high regards.

Atsumu
SIS
YOU WROTE A EHOLE ASS PARAGRAPH I-
anyways- im basically the most talented player in our school and dare i say all of japan
i am setter level 💯 everyone wants a date with me
also idc if u type formally i was just wonderin why

Y/N
I do not see how that would benefit me, but it does sound like an interesting proposition. I will join the volleyball team. Please be sure to keep your end of the deal, I will be holding you to it. Even if I have to hunt you down :)

Atsumu
o-OUCH THAT PASSIVE AGGRESSIVENESS
n e waiz yah i will
saturday 8pm sharp, gimme ur address so i can pick u up

Y/N
7585 xxxxxx xxxxxxx Japan 190-0000

Atsumu
w
wait isnt that some rich neighborhood
E Y E
shdjdgbdndjd
anyways ill be there, you better look cute and or sexy 🥺

Y/N
Yes, what 'bout it luv? 💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼
And alright, I will do my best.

Atsumu
I KNEW U FUCKING KNEW SLANG
AND SHIT
DHHSHSJS
VRUYHHHH
WTF!!!

omg hi sexies!!!! I tried something different for this chapter, please tell me if you like it! Also if u see any grammatical errors in later or former chapters be sure to call me out lmao- anywho thanks for reading this short ass chapter i promise u n sumu will get to kiss and h*ld h*nds soon <3

(also i'm practicing/learning japanese, if you can speak/read it pls tell me if i say/write anything wrong)

Edit: Thanks to my friend Lys who proof reads and edits these chapters you guys get a way more coherent reading experience! Check her out on ig @ crow.aep!

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