Its Monday, great ... The worst day of the week, doesn't help that I fell out of bed part way thou the night so now my necks killing for practically sleeping on the floor and I'm freezing. Also my toothbrush head fell off, the good one not that little rubbish plastic thing ... Which I had to use. And just to top it off management want to talk to me!
I've had a few tiger near misses since my uncle, but nothing I couldn't control ... And I didn't tell the boys, they'd just worry and I don't need that I can take care of myself ... Anyways its only 8 in the last 5 months ... Not to bad is it?! Well I wouldn't know there aren't really any statistics on hybrids turning into tigers.
- later
"Niall were sick an tired of this, your always late" so what if I'm always late its just by like 5 minuets and its not like it makes much difference, we all know the songs off by heart.
"Niall put more effort in this is just pathetic" okay bit sharp worded but I've had worse I can get over it just have to concentrate.
"Niall for god sakes stop messing about is it not easy enough to just stand and sing" alright getting a bit annoyed here isn't that easy really. The boys keep sending me comforting looks an Zayn keeps giving me this concerned understanding warning sort of look. Louis told them to cut it out but they just blew him off.
"Stop stop stop!!! NIALL what the hell are you doin-!!!"...
"What is your fucking problem! ... Its pathetic Niall its rubbish Niall its not good enough Niall ... What the fuck am I doing wrong now!!!" I bellowed cutting them off the boys look taken back by me blowing up, I'm probably the least likely to do something like this.
"Screw this" I say ripping the guitar of my back I throwing it on the floor several meters away, the sound echos around like its bouncing off the walls an seemingly amplifying directly to me. Everyone looks shocked now, all I can do is look between the guitar strap and my hands that just ripped the piece of leather in half. Looking at the boys they look startled but no frightened like Jim from management (A/N I have no idea wat there managements called just go with it pls). Still fuelled with anger I saw the looks on everyone's faces, there innocent yeah annoying as fuck sometimes but innocent I can't hurt them.
Run.
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Running is easier when your half tiger, I've cleared 2 floors already and its only been a few seconds.
"NIALL! Stop please" I hear Harry voice echo down the halls, everything louder now like every sense has been amplified. Slowing down to a stop I see a empty studio next to me and quickly dart inside. Settling in the corner I curl into a small ball, and crush my eyelids together hoping this is some weird dream. I don't want to hurt them. I'd rather do anything else.
"Niall" Liam whispers from the doorway, but I can hear him perfectly.
"Pl-please stay away" I whisper in return. I'm so scared I'll hurt them, Zayns already been hurt because of me, they've already been tied up and held hostage!
"...Why?" Louis asks gently, so unlike its usual chirpy tone.
"I-i don't want to hurt yo-you... Please" I say my voice getting stronger with each word.
[Liam POV (for a change)]
"I-i don't want to hurt yo-you... Please" Niall whispers. Hurts us? He would never I know he wouldn't. He slowly lifts his head, his eyes are so pleading the sight is heartbreaking.
"Niall ... We know you won't do that" Zayn says. He's smiling lightly, fans only see the tip of the iceberg for Zayn he's also funny an vibrant and so much more others don't see because maybe he's shy? Don't know why thousands screaming his name he has no reason to be but management like the 'quite' Zayn gets more publicity so he's stuck with the 'mysterious' reputation. Oh yeah ... But really he just turns to a mushy puddle when its Niall, a over protective, kind, willing to do anything mushy puddle. ... Its kinda adorable.
"Yeah Niall u never have before ..." Harry chips in.
"Yeah mate ... We trust you" Louis says, his accent strong with truth. Niall slowly un-curls himself from the corner looking scared of us or himself ... He's eyes are clouded over with fear. But what's he scared of?
"What are you scared of?" ... Great just great could I be any more blunt? Oh well cuts corners.
"...m-m" he pauses before taking a deep breath and rushing out "myself".
(Nialls POV)
I'm so scared I don't want to hurt them I don't want to be this fucked up monster anymore I never did!
"Niall babe you don't need to be scared ... We trust you one hundred and one percent" Louis almost whimpers.
"Yeah you'd never hurt us" Harry drawls, in his usual slow tone.
"I-im sorry ... Than-kyou ... I-i don't know what I'd do without you" my voice is pathetic! It keeps cracking and ugh this is horrible.
"Well where on Earth would we be without ya then?!" Liam says.
"... Aha ..." Zayn laughed.
"What?"
"Our guitarist has paws aha" ... Not quite sure why we're all laughing honestly...
The End.
*Peaks out from under rock* "sorry" This is the shitest thing eva and I am truly sorry.
Love yas all xxxx
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