She's fun, a risk-taker, independent woman who struggled in life with forbidden solutions. Will she be able to keep her sanity during those nights and lights?
Start: 05-01-20
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It's been hours since he came home from work. "Bahay na ko." That was his last reply around 6:43 p.m. I already finished my dinner, already played with my daughter, fixed my closet.
"Love, sa'n ka na?" 9:34 p.m.
"Naglalaro ka na ba?" 9:36 p.m.
"May ginagawa ka ba?" 9:40 p.m.
"Sorry sa istorbo." 9:41 p.m.
"Reply ka na lang kung gusto mo na.. I love you." 9:50 p.m.
I keep on messaging him on Facebook, yet all of my replies we're identified as 'sent' only. Hindi ko alam ano na'ng ginagawa niya ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung naka-block ba ako, or naka-ignore sa messenger niya, o ano pa man. Sana kumain na siya. Ilang linggo na kaming ganito, pero parang hindi na siya tama.
What went wrong? I admit I made a grave mistake, pero hindi ito sapat para tratuhin niya ako ng ganito. It's been a year since I did it and I'm still paying for it. Lahat ginagawa ko para mapagbayaran ang mga kasalanan ko kasi mahal na mahal ko siya at ayaw ko siyang mawala.
I know it was a mistake that I slept with another man while I'm in a relationship with him.. but right at that time, I knew I had to do it.
Well, I guess people can't forget and forgive. They just pretend it was fine, until they cannot hold it out anymore. And I cannot hold it anymore, too.
"You're the best part that ever happened in my life, and I want to keep it that way." I said as I picked up the knife and did the best thing that will appease him.
