Thinking about our old times
It hurts
Every time I wonder if you're thinking
About me?
But why?
You hurt me
You are my first love
But you lied
lied,
lied,
And lied,
Everything about you was a lie
We're we real
Was anything we ever had
Real?
I'm fighting the urge
The urge to write you
To show up
To kiss you like I wanted
Toxic is all you'll ever be
I'm still not fucking over you
God you have no idea
The heartbreak
The loss
The toxicity
The tears
The time I will never get back
I loved the idea of you
But that wasn't you
You were
Different.
