Is This Love

Me and you

The table was filled with laughter I sat back on the chair and looked down at my painted nails that need some touch up.  I started to think deep about the comments saying I don't belong here.  I looked up at Tara she was so beautiful she was bold. I wish I could have her bravery. I looked at Cassie she was like a model she wears that crop top great,  the way Reggie looks at her I wish I  could have someone to look at me like that I smirked. My eyes went to devyn she was amazing at makeup she looked like a model she is so skinny I wish I could be skinny I put my hands on my stomach and just sigh.  Kay started to laugh and bump sam she had an amazing laugh she is gorgeous I felt heart broken. B\f\f

she is the best she has always been the most prettiest I wish I was all of the trap girls.
"Why are you doing that y

? " jake interrupted  my admiring the trap girls. I faked smile and leaned back and nodded no. I looked at jake he was fit he had an amazing girlfriend.  Sam he was bold,  Elton he is just a dad I snickered. Arron was the meme lord. Reggie he has great personality for Cassie. Corey is one weird  human being but he is amazing. My eyes shot up at colby he was on his phone he is....
"Hello.. I am your waitress or anything you want me to be. " a girl in a tight shirt nearly showing her nipples and a skirt showing the bottom of her ass. She looked at colby and leaned over. I sat up colby saw me and smiled. He put his phone down and winked at me. I giggled a bit.
"Yeah can you get me a white claw. " colby put the menu down the waitress wrote down everyone ordered drinks she walked off.
"umm you forgot someone. " Tara says in a bitchy mode she turned around and looked at the crowd confused until her eyes landed on me.
"Oh I thought you were a shadow haha, what you want. " I felt broken I put the menu down and just ordered a water. She snickered and bite her lip and looked at colby she walked off swaying her hips.
"Wow y

I am so sorry I didn't think the workers here would be bitches. " corey shifted trying to look at me I sigh.
"Its fine I am used to it. " I looked down.
"Um no you shouldn't your a badass y

....  You need to speak up... Don't be scared to speak your mind I mean hell look at us we don't take shit from no one. " Tara looked serious I sat up straight .
"Tara the last time I spoke what was on my mind I got bitched slap then throwed   on the road and stayed there for a week with no food or water." Tara looked shocked.
"Who did that? " colby looked concern kat said my name but I just got up and went to the bathroom. I leaned against the wall and started to cry. Cassie and devyn ran in.
"What's up y

... Please tell us we are here for you. " devyn sat down fixing her dress Cassie got on her knees.  I shook my head no. Tara and kat and b\f\f

ran in.
"Guys please... Leave me alone. " I hid my face sobbing. Kat sat by me rubbing my shoulder.
"No we are here and we are never gonna back stab you y

your family your  a part of the trap girls. " Tara leaned against the sink.
"Kat please tell them. " kat sigh kat told them everything about Tyler they were all shocked. Cassie gripped her purse in anger.
"Are you fucking serious.... That muther fucker is dead. " devyn was mad.  I got up and showed them the recent messages and old messages. My phone went off devyn sighed.
"Its colby. " I answered it.
"Yeah. " I tried to sound normal.
"I am right outside of the bathroom come on.. You can tell me. " colby was speaking soft I couldn't help but smile.
"Look at that smile.... Guys I think I know what we have to work on these few days. " Cassie helped kat up I looked at them strangely. I got up and told colby I'm coming.  Tara fixed my eyeliner and mascara.
"Your beautiful y

I wish I could look like you. " Tara threw away the makeup remover.
"No way your gorgeous. " I say watching everyone leave.
"Yeah right I have to sleep with 3 masks do you wear masks?" She grabbed her bag I nodded no she smiled I opened the door colby was propped up against the wall he jumped up.
"You okay? " colby grabbed my wrist. I looked down and just smiled I grabbed his wrist and walked back to the table. I kat and sam moved to my place.
"What's going on? " I say kat did a sexy eye brow jump.
" sit.. We like it over here. " sam said grabbing kat's hand. Colby let me in I sat down and then colby sat by me. I was by Tara she was smiling. Colby started to sip on his drink I grabbed mine it wasn't water I spit it out. Colby was confused I grabbed some napkins.
"What's up.. " jake says grabbing my water helping me wipe up.
" that's vinegar." Sam grabbed it and smelt It his eyes water.
"What the hell man...  What does this girl have with you? " sam put the glass down I saw the waitress come back with their food. She smiled at me.
"Everything alright guys... How's the water. " colby grabbed the water and slid it down.
" she ordered water... Not vinegar. " colby didn't make eye contact with her which is  strange.
"Oh I am sorry... Didn't you say you wanted some vinegar slut... I mean it looks like you need to lose some pounds fatty. " I gritted my teeth.
"Who the fuck do you.. " Tara started to talk until jake covered her mouth everyone looked at colby he had a vein popping in his neck.
"I don't appreciate you talking to my.... Girlfriend like that... She wanted water so your gonna take your fat ass back there and get her a clean glass with fresh water and bring it back and you will make sure that she will have everything she wants and needs tonight. " colby grabbed my hand he interlocked them she laughed.
"Please I saw her run off and you didn't help he'd one bit..  Besides she was over there now she over here she has no happy expression to her face she is not in a relationship...  I am not gonna serve a fat cow no you I  can be your slave tonight baby. " I got up and slammed my fist down.
"Listen here bitch you have five seconds to leave this table before I beat the living shit out of  you fucking plastic surgery walking doll out. " I got in her face I was angry. She was surprised.
"This is my man and I am his only bitch, girl, slave, his to claim.. You better start finding another job. " she looked at colby I grabbed her face she jumped.
"Don't even look at him. " she ran off. I sat down breathing heavily. I looked up I started to laugh everyone started to shout my name. Colby clapped slow for me.
"I am sorry...  Guys I haven't done that since Tyler." Everyone stopped. Colby looked at me and smiled.
"Forget him... He's not gonna get you I promise. " colby smiled big.
I thought about colby calling me his girlfriend I blushed.  The woman came back with my glass of water and food she put it down and put the check down.
"You guys have a nice night. " she didn't look at colby she walked back her skirt was down to her knees I smiled.
"You showed her. " kat high fived  me.
"Am I the only one that is shocked that colby called y

his girlfriend. " devyn said in a sassy tone everyone awwed.
"Guys I had to make her go away. " I felt everything break.
"She was great going with the role. " Colby sipped on his drink.  Tara looked at me I smirked slowly.
"Colbs your dumb. " Tara finished her sandwich. We all ate and talked a bit.  Sam played the bill.  I got up colby pushed up my chair. Colby saw the waitress colby grabbed my waist and pulled me up to him I looked down.
"What are you doing colbs? " I pulled away his hand.
"Let's leave her amazed. " I blushed everyone walked out and screaming we got to the counter I couldn't believe this colby is holding me.  Colby got the money back that sam forgot the woman smiled we walked to the door colby spun me his lips connected mine. Opened my eyes wide. He left the kiss smiling he stared at me.  I wanted to pull him in my hands twitched. He grabbed my hand we walked out saying.
"You and me tonight baby. " I gasped I felt dizzy.  We walked out he let go of my hands and walked by me I crossed my arms.
"I am sorry. " I realized he didn't mean that kiss to be real.
"Its fine. " I walked off leaving him I walked to sam and kat hugging and kissing sam stopped fixing his hair.
"You ready? " I looked at colby then his car. I didn't want to ride with him. I smiled and whispered in kats ear she smiled.
"Babe she wants to ride with me can I drive? " kat asked softly.
"My car.... What? " sam said I looked down.
Colby didn't even ask why he walked to his car and started it. Sam gave kat the keys he jumped in the car with colby.  We started to go we hit the red light.
"What's going on...  why don't you want to ride with coby? " kat leaned back waiting for the light change.
"He kissed me to show the girl we are a couple....  He didn't mean it... I like him kat. " I covered my face kat screamed jumping.
"I knew it I knew it... Colby has never done that with no body not even my friends or guests. "I was amazed.
"Your special to him. " the light changed we got home colby unlocked the manison he went into the kitchen I walked to the bathroom I looked at myself.
"Come on... You can do this..  You are gonna ruin everything if you don't do something now. " I whispered pulling my hair. I open the door I went into the kitchen colby was on the phone I stopped he looked at me he put the phone down and nodded I walked up he looked down at me I sigh and my hands twitch I pulled him in a hug. He hugged back.
"I just wanted to say..... Good night. " I broke the hug.
"Are you sure? " I knew he knew what I was trying to say  I nodded yes I walked off closing my eyes in regret.  I climbed the stairs slow hesitantly.  I reached my room I opened it my light was off I turned it on.  I pulled off my pants I put on my black shorts that barely covers my but I put on a tank top I turn around I see Tyler he grabbed me I screamed he threw me on the bed he locked the door.
"Hey baby doll. "