Is This Love

Dinner with a pervert

TRIGGERING BLOOD AND SELF HARM
I was putting on my make up I decided to go bold I did a wing to my wet line I put black and white on my eyes. I but on dark purple lipstick. Colby came in with his new shirt it had holes and it said no name. He had black skinny jeans that tugged his hips well. I got up and grabbed my dress I smiled to colby and he nodded and closed the door I put my dress back on I grabbed my high heels. Kat came in with a short red dress,  she looked stunning her make up was epic. She had some hoop earring she brought me some.
"I love your dress here these will go with them." I grabbed them and put them on.
"You look amazing Katrina.. I mean I am jealous.. How can you pull anything off and still look like a model. " kat smiled and thanked me she started to do my hair she put my hair down and made it wavy.
"You rock that dress y

I wish I could be like you... I try so hard but you.. I mean look at colby he picked you.. You impressed him with your baggy clothes. " I hugged kat thanking her.
"Where's b\f\f

? " I heard my door open sam was at the door way with a black and white flannel with white pants on.  He had glasses on he looked good.
"She is gone... Exploring  an abandoned mall with xpher. " I nodded kat helped sam with his bracelet.
"So what type of restraunt type is brennan? " I say fixing my dress.
"He's a fancy type.. Very classy." Colby said coming in.  I nodded and looked at the time.  Colby grabbed my hand and walked me downstairs Arron was in the kitchen.
"Guys don't get drunk again.. Watch colby please." Aaron was eating egg whites.  I nodded tara came out in a white see through dress with awesome make up.  Jake was wearing casual.   We made it outside.  Colby threw me my keys I grabbed them.
"Now you let me drive huh
" he smiled at me and wiggled his nose.  I got In the car the dress rose higher I looked down and put my hand on my thigh covering up.
"Babe... Its okay I am not gonna look down there.. I promise. " I sighed..  I still left my hand there I started to drive it was hard to turn. Colby removed my hand.
"Your gonna wreak.. I am not gonna look. " colby says looking at me I put my hands on the wheel and closed my thighs tight.  I followed sam,  we made it.  Brennan was outside waiting by his convertible. Colby I turned off my car and took my seat belt off.
"You want me to get out first? " I nodded yes.  He got out and opened my side he offered his hand I accepted it I pulled down my dress it went lower.  Brennan looked me up and down and smiled.  Sam pulled brennan in a hug with his hand. Colby grabbed my hand and walked towards brennan.
"Wow you guys look amazing.. Y

you look stunning. " brennan took my hand and kissed it.  I looked at colby he watched him closely.  Brennan opened the door for me colby grabbed my hip on an accident he removed his hand I smiled we followed brennan to a room outside the sunset was stunning. The table was huge and round,  brennan pulled my chair I smiled and sat down he pushed up my chair I looked at colby.  Brennan sat down he put his hand on my thigh I slapped it he screamed ow
"What are you doing? " I say he pointed brennan looked I crossed my legs. Colby whispered in my ear.
"I told you not to wear that dress. " colby kissed my cheek I shrugged. Everyone Sat down some guys brought out some wine. Colby went to go grab the wine but brennan caught it.
"Y

would you like some wine. " I pushed some hair behind my ear and nodded.  He got up and hovered over me he poured my wine slowly. Colby put his hand on my thigh. brennan put the wine down I grabbed it, colby looked down and then up and smiled.
"Here you go. " colby poured it himself. Sam and jake took turns.  I sipped on the wine it was not good at all.  I put my glass down brennan downed it.
"So y

... Where did you come from? " brennan rested his hand on his hands.
" um.. Well I used to live in Boston.. With my ex. " I said confidently. Kat and tara smiled and gave me a thumb up.
"Oh... When did you break up with this guy? " I looked down and stared to get scared I started to shake.
"um.. About 4 months now." I looked at him. He nodded and smiled he locked eye contact with me. Him and colby had the strong contact. Sam broke the silence with a question.
"Brennan what happend to that chick you were seeing. " kat hit him in the leg he looked at kat and there his hands up like what.
"Oh she was boring. " I shot him a look.
"You just leave girls if they are boring? " colby says,  brennan looked at me and smiled, our food came brennan scooted closer.
"You know you got a lucky man here... I mean if you we're my girlfriend I couldn't keep you out of the bedroom." I choked on a piece of chicken I coughed colby handed me my drink I looked at him,  he bite his lip hiding it.  Kat went to the bathroom tara joined they pointed at me.  I removed my napkin.
"Excuse me.." brennan looked at my thigh colby got up and helped he pulled down my dress.  He smiled I pecked his lips. Colby sat down I walked with kat and tara.  Tara opened the door.
"What the fuck is brennan doing... He keeps looking at your thigh and bitting it. " tara was pissed.
"i told sam to tell him to stop but sam didn't think he was gonna touch you. " I looked in the mirror.
"I mean I get what colby is saying I look like a prostitute." Tara slapped me I gasped and saw her mad.
" shut up about that,  your colby's, you can wear that for colby and if he has a problem send him to me. " I smiled at how tara was bold.  Kat got a text from sam saying come on things are getting heated.  We sighed and walked back colby saw me and stood up I walked faster. Colby pulled my chair before brennan could. I crossed my legs.
"Thanks for the dinner. " I say.  He smiled.
"I just wanted to show you that I am a classy man. " he rubbed the wine glass I watched his finger.  I looked at tara she was whispering in jakes ear.
"Hey man can you like back off colby's girl... I mean damn your all over her than colby is. " sam said out of no where.  Brennan moved his  hands under the table.
"Sorry I am just trying to be her friend. " brennan smiled. Jake pulled his arm. Brennan looked my thigh,  he tiptoed his fingers up my thigh.
"Do you want me to move? " he reached my hem of my dress and slipped his hand under it. I tried to remove his hand colby was talking to jake I yanked his chain he looked at me and saw brennan, he took his hand and pushed him.
"What the fuck brennan,  what are you doing. " colby was pissed he pulled my chair closer to him.
"Please we share everything... Do you remember Alice. " kat and tara stood up and said what.
"Who the hell is Alice.. Stop making lies. " colby stood up. Brennan stood up they got face to face,  I stood in the middle I pushed them apart.
"Please we fucked Alice together, what's different about her. " I looked at colby. He looked at me and pushed me. Brennan ran outside I ran for colby.  II grabbed his arm before he punched him.
"Colby colby stop please... Let's just go. " I say kat pulled sam to stop him.
"Yeah listen to your bitch. " brennan slapped my ass.  I slapped brennan he picked me up and put me on the table outside and kissed me. Colby punched him. I kicked him hard, colby grabbed my hand and Gave it to sam.
"Take her home sam. " colby said popping his knuckles.  I let go of sam's hand I pushed colby.
"Stop this.. You will. Go to jail and I won't see you ever again. " I started to cry he screamed at me causing me to jump.
"I DONT FUCKING CARE! " I haven't been screamed like that since Tyler I stood there and tears rolled down my eyes.  Colby realized what he did and said he grabbed me I pushed him away.  I looked at brennan I walked up to him and kicked him,  in the balls he falls down coughing I got in colby's face and saw his eyes twinkle.
"I am going home.. Don't you dare come near me Tyler. " his face shot up.  I walked by I pushed sam away I threw my keys down I crossed my arms am walked down the sidewalk.  Kat ran to me I pushed her down.
"No don't you dare... I don't belong here,  I am done I don't want colby he is not gonna help me no one can. " I ran down the sidewalk. Tears we're falling from my face I had dirt all over. My legs I reached to a bridge  there was a sigh.
WELCOME TO SUICIDE BRIDGE, NO JUMPING OR THROWING STUFF AND NO QUIJI BOARDS. 
I walked down a hill under the bridge I saw blankets everywhere I looked around and saw on one.  I sat down in the dark crying. My phone went off I saw Colby's  face and me I answered it.
"Where are you... Please I am sorry I am a bridge please come back. " I just listened to his voice I cried.
"I'm sorry colby." I heard him say no no y