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STILL LISA'S POINT OF VIEW

'I guess there are some things he's keeping to himself.'

I am curious about what jungkook wants to shout. He took a deep breath.

"Suddenly waking up in someone's kitchen i don't even know who i was, what i am doing there, why am i there, how i ended up there or since when i...was lying there...!" He yelled and stop for a moment and yelled again.

"And then there's suddenly an unknow girl who appeared in the kitchen and thought i wan an thunder...! I was confused on what's going on, but i just said i can't remember anything. I was so glad when she finally believed me... and still, there are so many questions running around in my head that i don't know which one to ask...!" He shouted again, i'm just looking at him.

'Jungkook...'

I never knew he went through that. He just looks so cheerful that i would think he's such a problem-free boy.

He took another deep breath.

"What will happen now? where did i come from? am i missing? do i even have a home to come back? those are some of the questions i kept asking to... myself. But somehow, this pendant on my necklace makes me feel like i shouldn't worry anymore and i should just trust lisa..." He glances at me.

"My mind disagress, but i did what i feel is right. It's very confusing, but there are just some thing that doesn't need an answer to happen or feel. You don't need to ask how, why or what. You just need... to accept." He said and said the last sentencen.

"Just like this..." He points to his heart

"It would suddenly beat fast when i'm standing close to Lisa. I don't even know why that's happening..." He looks at me again.

"Lisa, do you know why?" I blink repreatedly, taken aback from the sudden question.

"I..." I took a deep breath.

"I would feel really giddly whenever i see you smiling. There are times when i just want to hug you suddenly, but i would just hold your hand to look..." He stop and look at me.

"...cool even though i want to scream dance and jump on the inside."

"I'm not feeling this way at first and i don't know when this feeling started. Lisa, what do you call this weird feeling?" I purse my lips and remain silent. I look up at his earnest eyes.

"It's... a secret." I smile sadly and he frowns. I am honestly afraid to tell him what i really think.

What if he's not really in love with me? And i know that when i say that, he would really think that way even though he might. Yes, i am being coward by not saying what i think.

I just don't want to be mistaken.

I want him to figure it out himself.

I don't want to put some kind of idea in his mind.

I am... just not ready yet.

And i don't know why i am feeling that way.

'I'm dumb, but i don't care.'

I sigh in frustration. I am also feeling confused.

"Just...find it out yourself." I smile wryly.

"But..." He said. While looking at me confusely.

"Don't worry...i can wait." I mutter the last sentence.

'I'll wait until you find the answer yourself and not just by asking someone what you're really feeling.'

For the first time, i reach out for his hand and squeeze it.

"Don't worry too much and take your time." I smile genuinely at him. He just looks at me for a while before squeezing my hand back.

"Okay." And we're enjoy the breeze and view for a while.

We're just strolling one last time before going home.

"Hold on..." He grabs a stick and wrote something on the sand that is now covered with snow.

JUNGKOOK & LISA
\ ^○^ /

I snicker as he writes like a child.

"Take a picture of it, quick!" He shakes my arm and i fish out my phone.

"Calm down horses." I adjust my camera and took a picture of it.

"Happy now?" He nods furiously and i chuckle.

"Let's go." I am about to walk away from the sea when some flyer sticks on my leg.

"Oh?" I pick up the flyer.

"Forework show at seven pm?"

'There's gonna be a firework show in this kind of season?'

"Firework? What's that?" He asked me while i look at him.

"Firework is like, um, some bright light that explodes in the sky..." I said to him he look at me with a shining eyes. And i know what that's mean.

"Ooh, i want to see it!" See i know that he gonna said that. This little bigger boy

"But the time..."

'We might go home pretty late. But since it's for jungkook...'

"Sure." He cheer and i smile to myself.

"There's still some time left before the show so why don't we look around the area as we wait?"

"Okay."

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Guys this time is short my phone is lowbat so this is the end muna sorry have fun guys♡♡

Words:866
Publish:April 28, 2020

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