Just to think of the future hurts more ,thinking of the past haunts you more ,being in the present numbs you. What should you do amymore ,everymoment seems just about as painful as taking a pill. The world keeps rotating,but you keep wallowing with yourself.
Yourfamily despise you, your enemies hurt you ,your friends say they love you, your ownself does not know you anymore. You have people all around you but you still feel alone. The people around you will continue with their lives ,yet you are stuck with yourself.
Ideas keeps flowing,some brighter than others ,some dull and dark but they are flowing. They are some that makes you want to to run out of your skins ,there are some that make you hot,some make you want to look within yourself.At the end they are just ideas unless you execute them.
Emotions they are fire and sometimes ice.They change in a flick of a minute, they can be somber or not. Emotions can makes you high only to take you to a low. They are be extreme making youwant to feel every moment of it and sometimes they makes you want to run as far aways as you can from them.At the end they are just emotions.
Noises are just noise,they can be so loud or soo low like a whisper. They can distract you,they can move you, they can just be like a wave passing through you. Noises can be whispers in your head or just around you. They tell you,shout at you, woo at you ,soothe you ,make you do something and at the end they will just be noises.
Meaningless utterly meaningless. To hate to love, to heal to get broken ,to clean to get dirty,to cry to be happy,to fall to rise ,to live a life so as to die.All the universe knows is a give and take equation and guess what you are also and equation nothing speacial about it. It is a meaningless life for a meaningful end.
