Good Girls, Bad Guys.

PART 20

I'm still not sure what that light was but i've seen it somwhere before. the doctors finally let me go home today, i got the all clear ust my parents have to fucking keep an eye on me 24/7 so i don't run off or try to slit my wrists again, it's not like i will, they took my keys and anything possible that i could've used to kill myself out of my rooma nd into theirs, they put a lock on their door so i can't get in and steal dads booze anymore. It's kinda like my whole plan backfired, i was hoping that no one would find me out there and i'd just be eaten by vultures, but no i was found and put in a hospital room with old people and one kid my age who didn't wake up one night. This girl, i think her name was Rose, she was really sick i can't think of what she had was called, but it caused her to be tired all the time and really dehydrated, but in the times where she wasn't sleeping or chugging back water, we had the most magnificent converstaions about the wonders of the world, her family used to live on a boat and sail around the world, she once lived in Peru or a year before moving on to Sweden, but one night she crashed, and when i went to talk to her in the morning she wouldn't answer, the doctors said she'd sliped into a coma while sleeping and didn't wake up.

The car ride home, was dead silent, except the quite song playing on the radio, i think mom tried to speak but she couldn't because there was really nothing to say. As soon as we got home, i went straight to bed, the was no doubt that mom would come in and check on me to make sure i was still alive, it's not like i have anything to do anything with, there were a pile of cards and letters from people at my school, and a few bouquets of flowers from Callahan, i guess i really scared everyone.