Help

Chapter 32

~Camille~

I got out of the bed quickly and put my pajamas on. Luckily it was around 4 in the morning. I went to the bathroom and just fell to the ground, weirded out. I've never had sex before, and never planned to until I was married. Oh well. I sat, leaning against the counter of the bathroom, when Shawn come in. He looked shocked as well. He wasn't wearing a shirt, but he was wearing grey sweatpants.
"Did we just-?" I nodded. "Fuck? Yeah." I mumbled. He knelt down beside me. "I know I just took your virginity away. You okay?" He asked kindly. I nodded. "I'm just confused." I say. He sits beside me and I lean my head on his shoulder. "Wanna go back to sleep?" He asks. But it was to late. I was already out.

I woke up, in bed next to Shawn, his arms wrapped tightly around me. I remove his arm from around me and get change into a sweater and leggings. I go down the stairs and see Aaliyah eating cereal. She smirked at me as I got a bowl for myself. "What?" I ask nervously. "Oh nothing. Hope you enjoyed your night together." She gave a little laugh. For a 12 year old girl she is very sneaky and annoying. "If you tell anyone! I will kick your ass. I'm not afraid." She laughed. I ran to her and threw her over my shoulder. "Lemme down!" She pleaded. "No." I simply say. Her fists bang against my back. "What's going on here?" Shawn asked, walking down the stairs. I mouthed the words "She caught us." His eyes open wide but then go down normal again. "Like sisters." He says. I bet he hopes one day that will happen. For real. I hope too. "Wanna do something today, Shawn?" I ask, putting Aaliyah down. "Like what?" He asks. "I'll show you." I say. I grab an apple for him and pull him out the front door. "Aaliyah! Tell your parents we're going out!" I yell at her before we leave. Shawn follows me to my favourite place in Canada. We enter the forest near his house. "Wait...." He smiled. We came to the tree and I started climbing, Shawn following. We got up to the treehouse we built when we were 10. "I love this place!" I exclaim. "So many memories. Like the time we fell and broke our arms." I say. "Or the time I was dangling out of the tree with you holding on to one of my legs!" Shawn laughs. "Or, the time we had our first kiss." I say. He smiles as we get into the treehouse. We find all our old toys and games. "I remember that." Shawn says. I sit at the edge with my legs dangling off. "We sat right here." Shawn sat next to me and grabbed my hand. "We were 13, and at that point I knew I loved you." He says. "I looked into your eyes, confused on what you were doing." I continue, "Then I kissed you softly." He finished kissing me. "Then I jumped out of the tree and avoided you for a week." He added, and jumped out of the tree, running away. I laughed at our young years, of us being so silly and awkward. I jump out of the tree to find Shawn. I search all around, and find a tree engraving. "CC+SM." I mumble. An body wraps its arms around me. I turn and see Shawn. "When was this made?" I ask. He shrugs. "The time I first kissed you. I wanted you to be mine since then." He says. I kiss him and look back at the carved wood. "I love you." I whisper. "And I don't care if I die without you, or if you die without me, you will always here me say that." I say. "I don't have a comment to give back to you, but I'll just say I love you too." He whispers in my ear. I giggle and turn to him. "I need help. I need help with what happened to the Shane's, with what happened to my parents, damnit I need help with myself. Shawn help me. To much has happened. What about everything that has to come?" I ask, tears forming. He wipes away my tears. "I will help you, even though nothing bad will happen. I'm going to protect you. I'll give you the help you need, even though you won't." He says. I kiss him passionately, hoping this moment wouldn't end.