Donnie x reader one shots

Donnie x depressed reader

Warning this story has mention of triggering things like cutting, abuse, and bullying if this kind of stuff bothers or triggered you don't read.

             I was walking to school while looking at my wrist as I hide it to cover my massive cuts along my arm some deep some just barely graze the skin.

I think about my crush Donnie, hoping he never finds out about my depression or my abusive parents. Every time I go to the turtles layer Donnie asks me if he can walk me home I always look at him thinking and then I tell him not today, in fear of my parents throwing a bottle at me or taking a knife and shoving it in my face cutting it ever so slightly as they threaten me.

I arrive at school, and I run into my bullies, Serena and Angelica. I look over at them and sigh in disappointment I knew what was coming my way from running into these girls. Angelica looks over at me and taps Serena's shoulder, catching her attention towards me. I see her face go from neutral and bored into a wicked smile that would send shivers down anyone's spine. I run but they grab my shoulder the first thing she does as she grabs me is turn me around and knees me in the stomach making me collapse to the ground gripping my stomach for a second but soon after that the two girls started kicking, the bell rings and they spit on me telling me I am pathetic. I think to myself about how pathetic I actually am and wonder how anyone could ever like me; I bet they all just befriend me because they pity me nothing more.

I go to my classes and see my friend April; I put on a fake smile and wave at her as I then sit by her. I look over at her as she smiles at me "yo y/n what's up" I smile at her "nothing much just the usual" I say looking through my backpack getting my things ready for class "what about you what's up with you" I say looking at her trying to continue the conversation hoping I'm not boring her with me being me "well I went on a mission with the guys a few days ago and got to beat some foot clan but in the process" I smile at her as she is telling her story about what happen over the weekend. Soon after that our class started.
~~~~~Time skip~~~~~

The bell rings and I get up from my seat I look over at April and ask her "hey are you going to see the guys today" I ask her in my usual quiet and shy voice "naw I have to do some major homework tonight so I'll see you tomorrow" she says packing her things into her bag and waving me off I wave back and look back at my things and pack them into my bag making sure I take a bit of time for me to avoid my dreaded bullies.

I finish packing everything and head home to drop off my stuff dreading to enter the house the closer I get to the house the more anxious I get. I finally make it home and try to enter as quietly as possible and go upstairs into my room dropping off my bag and grabbing a blade in its case hiding it in my pocket. As I exit my room, I head downstairs and run into my mom who had a beer bottle in her hand drunk she approach's me and hit me in the face with her bottle breaking it across my head making me bleed from my head as she then comments "I can't believe I had such a pathetic child like you get out of my site now before I stab you with this bottle ending your miserable life" I run out the door crying from the pain from my head and also the pain of how true those words were like they stab my internal being making me feel pathetic and empty.

I enter a nearby ally and look into my reflection so I could cover up the fresh wound that I have received I look at it and put on some make up to cover it up blending the color perfectly into my skin making it look like nothing happen. After I have finished covering up my wound and tending to it I make sure no one is around and then head my way into the sewer.