Kio's sister

chapter six

skip over a few days to your birthday

you were sleeping in your room and everyone busted through the day singing happy birthday. You got up and smiled and hugged everyone.

kio: get yo we are going to o breakfast and then we are setting up for the party tonight

you: ok ok I'll get changed also I'm inviting avani and Addison to breakfast

Tb: that's fine we will meet you down stairs

the hype house was pretty close to sway so they drove her and in no time they ran into my room engulfing me into a group hug.

avani and Addison: HAPPY BRITHDAY
they said screaming

you: thank you

you saw them pull out a box and they handed it to you.

you: what's this
avani: what does it look like .. a present dummy
you: aww thank you guys

you opened the box and saw lots of clothes jewellery makeup and snacks

you: OMG GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH

you hugged them again

Addison: okay let's go downstairs

you all walked own stairs and saw all the boys but josh I wonder were he went

you: where's josh

Jaden: I think he said he need to go somewhere

you: oh ok. Is he coming to breakfast

Bryce: I think so

you: well let's go!!

you all got into 2 cars you were on one with avani, Addison, Anthony and Bryce

and the rest of the boys were in another one. You got to the cafe and josh finally showed up

you: and where have you been
josh: here open this
You: ok

he handed you a box and it was a bit like what avani and Addison gave you. It had all Different stuff in side. You got up and hugged him

you: thank you so much

He sat down next to you and everyone ordered and ate.

Tb: let's go home and set up for the party

you: ok

time skip to the party

You avani and Addison all came downstairs after getting ready. You were all wearing tight mini dresses. When you went downstairs everyone just looked at you guys. josh came up to you.

Josh: wow my girlfriend is hot
you: thank you and your not so bad yourself you gave him a kiss on the cheek

You: okay let's start this party

so many people came and the party had been going on for about an hour. They did your cake and everyone just danced around and sang. you saw a girl all over josh and josh didn't seem to care I mean he doesn't look interested in her so I don't really care. After a while of drinking (yes alcohol even though she was only 18) everyone went home and you were so tired you just went up to your room and changed into some sweatpants and one of joshes hoddies. Avani and Addison were at sway but were in their boyfriends room. I went down to joshes room as I wanted to cuddle with him but when I went to open the door but I heard a girls voice.

I walked in without knocking saw him kissing another girl. I met her at the party her name was nessa. She was the one all over josh at the party. So he did find an interest in her.

you: WHAT THE FUCK

Josh looked up at me

Josh: shit um it's not what it looks like
You: I should have listened to everyone I left his room running out the door. He didn't follow me so I guess he was still in bed with that girl. I just ran and ran until I couldn't run anymore. I had no idea where I was but I found a spot to sit around some trees. I just started crying my eyes out until I physically couldn't cry anymore. I should have listened to everyone. I can't believe I thought he loved me I was so stupid. I looked at my phone and saw it blowing up with messages and texts from the girls and kio and the sway group chat.

the messages all seemed like they were worried but I didn't care. I knew they were better off without me. they kept texting me asking where I was. Avani and kio kept trying to call me but I just let it ring out. I turned my snap maps off so they couldnt find me and started running again. I was so tired off running but it was the only thing that got my mind off everything

I mumbled to myself
you: what If everyone is better without me. I remembered I had a pocket knife in my pocket of my jeans from a few days ago because I bought one as a joke I must not have taken it out of my pocket.

⚠️ self harm warning ⚠️
I grabbed the knife and brought it to my wrist. I ran it down my fore arm leaving marks. I dug it deeper each time until blood started dripping of my arm. It made me feel better but after a while I stopped I was so tired so I just fell asleep.

⚠️ end of self harm ⚠️

I finally woke up. I remembered everything that had happened last night and I just broke down again. I got another call from avani and I picked it up. but I didn't say anything.

avani: abi, abi are you ok where are you I will come and pick you up

I didn't answer I felt to weak and tired

Avani: abi please tell me where you are me and addy will pick you up just us two and we can drive somewhere and get food please abi

all I said was check my Snapchat. I only allowed avani to see my location and then I mumbled. If anyone else comes I'm going to run away from the car and this time hit come back

I hung up and after a few minutes I car pulled up. Avani and Addison ran out of the car and hugged me. they picked me up and dragged me to the car they grabbed my phone but they noticed the knife. I could tell they both looked at each other and then they looked at me.

Addison: abi josh is not worth your pain he is a dick head and you deserve so much better then him.

you all walked over to the car and it was silent for a while.

you: what are we getting to eat
You did quietly

avani: um what about McDonalds?

you nodded your head

Addison: don't tell us if you don't want to be what happened with josh. he wouldn't tell
Us and just left out the door.

you told the girls and they looked shocked.

avani: that mother fucker I'm going to kill
Him if he ever goes near you again.

you just smiled. You felt better being with them and after eating you guys started to drive back to sway

you: no I don't want to go back to that shit hole.

Addison: josh isn't there and neither is that nessa bitch. so it's just people you like and you don't have to tell them anything we can just go up to your room and eat some snacks and watch movies.

you: ok

you guys opened the door and all if the boys turned to look at you. You were a mess. All three of you ran upstairs and the boys tried to follow but avani said that you can see her later and to give me time. They all backed off and went back to the lounge room.

the rest of the night wa sok and you feel asleep because you were so tired. You didn't want to think about tomorrow so you just slept.