Kio's sister

Chapter seven

Addison: abi you need to get up it's 12:30 and you've been lying in bed all day. I know what josh did to you was so bad but fuck him get up and show him what he's missing. He's not her anyways and I don't think he will be coming back so come downstairs and be around the people taht love you

abi: fine

I got out of bed just changed into some sweatpants and a cropped top and went downstairs. Everyone just looked at me as soon as I took one step. I didn't want to deal with them so I just went to the kitchen. Kio was there. He saw me and ran to me and hugged me. Avani and Addison didn't tell anyone about me hurting myself and I just remembered that you can see them clearly. Kio grabbed my arm and looked at me shocked.

Abi: I'm sorry but i was just so upset and it was helping

kio: please don't ever do this again josh isn't worth it

I hugged him again and we walked to the lounge room. Kio gave me his jumper so I didn't hav to explain anything to the others.

We all just watched a movie but I went back to my room I didn't want to pretend to be happy. I couldn't do this anymore. I know kio told me not to but I just couldn't stand to live my life like this anymore. I don't think they noticed I left because they were all really sleepy and I was in the end of the couch. I ran to my bathroom connected to my room and grabbed a razor out of the draw.

self harm warning

I put it to the same arm I did yesterday but this time going deeper and deeper. It felt good like I was healing in a way. I kept going. I had locked my door because I didn't want anyone to come. But this time not focusing I went to deep. I heard banging on my door and my name but it was distant. My head was now on the floor and blood turned the white tiles red. I regretted what I did but it was too late. My eyes started to shut and that's all I remember.

end of self harm