Together

Chapter 19: A Flower For You

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The night before....

The Jin event

I was sitting there with her, waiting for something to happen. Nothing did until I went to say something "So, who wants to start?" I wait for a moment then she says "I will."

So I anxiously sitting there, knowing what she's going to say but I know it's going to hurt more hearing it in reality.

"I'm sorry Jin, I'm really really sorry. I wish you knew how guilty I felt every day knowing that this really is a one sided love but I know I deserve hate and stuff for doing this. I just wanted to give you the opportunity to be with who you love. I know that's selfish but it was out of consideration and because you're so precious I just wanted to. Just recently I've been realising my mistake in doing that and honestly I can't do or say anything but say sorry. I'll understand if you are going to hate me now." She's crying so badly and now I'm squatting in front of her, holding her hands.

This breaks my heart even more. She was in pain too and she knew that I was in pain as well. She knew about my feelings so much she though she was doing something good for me. She's so precious.

"Jennie you should know I couldn't hate you, especially since you thought about me before you and that's what makes me love you more but obviously I should be taking your feelings into consideration and understand you. If it helps you, we can just be friends and I'll let you go so you are happy because as long as you're happy I'm happy. Is that alright?" Aching. My heart is aching hard having to say that but it is for the better of us so none of us are longer in pain.

"Are you sure you are able to do that Jinnie?" She asks me in such a soft tone. "Yes, it will hurt at first but I can accept it, because as long as you're happy I'm happy like I said." She gives me a soft smile then looks down again.

"But can I ask something before we depart as not together anymore?" I ask as she nods her head.

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"Did you at least feel a tiny bit genuine in your feelings?" And she looks kind of shook hearing that, but follows up with a wide smile. "Yes, it would be a lie if I said at any point I didn't feel some real emotions because I did though. I mean who couldn't when it's you."

When she said that I had so much happiness hearing that, raising my pride too. I guess it's time.....

"So, guess this is goodbye to us now?" I ask and she looks at me in the eyes directly, following with a nod. "But let's finish on a good note, not one where we remember it through tears", She says.

So we both stand up and embrace each other in a tight hug, where we are pouring our every last feelings for each other in. There aren't any tears, cause we are happy for understanding each other. We let each other go as I give her one last kiss on her forehead. She's about to leave when I yell out "WAIT!!" Which makes her turn around.

I run up to her and reach through my shirt(Like when he pulled out that paper heart) and pull out a Hyacinth that's wrapped in plastic, her favourite. She just gasps as I hand it to her, "Remember me with this flower, to know I am always here for you no matter what and when things get tough know that you got that flower from the most handsome man ever."

She giggles a bit then punches my shoulder playfully then we're standing there. "Thank you Jen, for making me happy at least for the time being and I hope that whoever you have feelings for accepts you." I sincerely say as replies with "Thanks, you too Jinnie, you deserve to be happy with love the most so you too."

We smile at each other then hug each other again. We depart and walk back to our villas, both having the best outcome of this situation. I'm happy even if my mind says it doesn't, I truly am.