BROKEN | minsung

5.

TW : ABUSE AND SELF HARM

minho walked home, he knew there was no point avoiding it anymore. it happened everyday, he's used to it.

minho would get beat up by his parents everyday because his parents thought he was a burden to the world.

"i don't care if you have depression or whatever bullcrap, but you killed someone else because of your selfishness? you don't deserve to live." a slap across the face.

minho barely flinched, but he could feel the stinging sensation of the slap lingering on his right cheek.

he deserved this.

he deserved this.

he deserved this.

repeating those words in his head, the abuse was soon over and minho was back into the comforts of his own room.

grabbing the razor, he went into the bathroom.

"maybe everyone is right, i don't deserve happiness. i only deserve pain and suffering."

just as he was about to make a cut, he heard laughter. 

laughter that belonged to his sister. 

he then heard his parents voices that blended in with the laughter.

they were having fun, without him.

that information caused minho's cut to be more forceful than intended, resulting in a deeper cut than normal.

jealousy ran through his veins.

why couldn't he be like his sister? all carefree, getting all the attention for herself.

it was never like this.

they used to be a happy family.

but after hyunjin's death, everything changed.

funny how the loss of one person, could break someone this bad.