Quarantine Days

Day 29

      29th April 2020

12:30 am

I slept all that time and now my sis had woke me up to ask me if I was hungry....I wasn't but I ended up staying awake....

1:15 am

My sis had gone to take a bath and when she came out I asked her to make smth for me.....

She did but before that...she told me to light the stove.......I literally could have died.....

I ofc didn't do it....I have a bad past with fire.....I am scared it veryyyyyy muchh....

She just wanted me to overcome my fear......but I just can't.......

I do work in kitchen tho....but not too near the fire....

Anyways...I ended up making the food myself....my sis only lit the stove...

1:55 am

I made the food and finished it too....

Now I'll try to sleep...

3:00 am

Its already 3....I tried to sleep  but ended up talking to my sis or just doing anything like staring at the wall....

(around {am not sure})5:00

I slept somewhere around this time....

12:30 pm

I tried waking up a few times.....and at 12 I decided to finally wake up.....but I ended up going to sleep in the other room....

I finalllyyyyy woke up rn...when my sister came in the the room...

1:30 pm

I had gone downstairs....my mom gave me smth to eat....I had it 

Then I went upstairs to use my comp.....

I opened it and used it for some time......

3:30 pm

I was called downstairs for lunch....I went downstairs...had lunch....then my aunt was screaming at my elder sister to clean up everything cuz ofc our maid was not coming due to this coronaviruss....

I did the dishes and am now going back to my PC

See....Its not that I hate my family....I love them....buttt

Most of the time they are just not  good with me....they make a lot of noise and I personally don't like it....I like to spend some time alone....

And they usually don't let me....so I use my PC to be alone and avoid their noise and negativity.....

My aunt doesn't know how to say 'mop' she says 'mob'.....we have corrected her many times but instead she tells us to keep quiet...

We have made a lot of jokes over it....GawDD...they are funnyy...lol

5:30 pm

I am obsessed with Ateez...

8:15 pm

I finished watching the ATEEZ TREASURE FILM all eps....

So now I decided to download the songs which I have been listening to recently....

8:33 pm

The internet is not all that good....I am trying to get them downloaded...

8:56 pm

I downloaded them some time ago and started writing and editing this....

Now my dad has called me downstairs for prayer.....

9:40 pm

After family prayer I have come back at my PC......

Our Pastor is doing a prayer meeting...Dad took out his laptop...ig I won't attend that...

For now I'll watch 'The Wineholics' new video...then I'll see what to do and what to not...

9:50 pm

ig I'll just stick with watching ATEEZ videos....

10:55 pm

I am watching vids but....mes hungryyy...

So....imma go eat for now....

11:56 pm

I just came back upstairs....I talked to some friends....

I wanted to have smth...but everything at home was boringggg

So I had oreos with some chocolate glaze which was kept at home....

And also talked to my elder sister's friend who is also kinda.....my friiend...

Anywaysss...I'll end this here....at this point iy is already 12:04......but anywayssss

(The next diary will be my last one....It is difficult for me to keep up with this diary...so I'll just finish this month and then stop writing thiss)

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That's it for today.....Bye peeps!❤️ If ya'll want to then share 'bout ur day in the comments.

Much Love, Ern💜