I walk towards the table in front of me. Different voices surround me including my friends, which can be louder at times, I sit down in the secluded area smelling the fragrance of spices melting in to meats some random smells I've never smelt before. I look up at Jin's face as he's sitting down then look at the others, Jungkook, Yoongi, Namjoon and Hoseok, Taehyung said he'd come later but I think he mostly needs alone time.
"So Jimin did you know that the new-" I look over Jungkook who is talking about something I personally dont want to talk about, I see a group of young adults some female some male, looks fun. I wish I could see my friends, the ones outside of my "family", ever since the incident with Haewon occurred I've been the outsider. I get the leftovers of meals, clean everything after them, help them when their demands are hard to do. I'm like the maid, I dont dare say anything as that may disturb the happiness in the household and it may impact our stage presence, I wonder if this is what Haewon was talking about.
Feeling lonely when your in an ocean of chaos.
Thats probably what she ment, it could have been a much deeper meaning but I would never know. That was the most hard part about being with her, you could never read her, she would smile when she was just crying, covering up her red eyes where she would rub those tears from her face with concealer acting like I couldnt tell that her lips were puffy and red. Her lips drove me mad, crazy, insane. she was my drug and I was hers.
"who are those people?" I ask as my hand touches the back of Jin's chair looking over Jungkook who was talking about his new update for Modern Warfare. "I dont know why look at them? we're your family talk to us" Jin remarks sarcastically making us all look at him "BAHAHA what? he can go talk to them, this isnt a buisness meeting" Jungkook remarked. I remember when we weren't arguing.
People change, as does words.
I get up walking out the door and ordering an Uber, I cant deal with this. I have some songs to write.
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Affair Of The Heart
FanfictionMin Haewon was in a Kpop girl group called "MixLovez" recently her contract had been terminated so her company JYP made a deal with her if she became a solo act. But what she has coming for her could be either a daydream or a nightmare. Will her hea...
