Those Who Cry: The Boy In The Asylum | Book 1 (Jeff The Killer X Reader)

So Close Yet So Far

y/n pov

We were heading toward the slender mansion, it was dark and kinda hard to see, so I just followed the others.

"We should be there soon," Liu said.

"Will I be able to talk to him?" I asked.

"Well, unless you want him to get in trouble no," Liu said.

"Why?" 

"Well if you talk to him, he will know and he will be thinking about it, and slender will be able to read his mind, and from what I know you guys are not supposed to talk to each other until your back," Liu said.

"True," I replied.

"Look there it is!" Zero said as she pointed to the mansion in the distance, we soon got onto the property of the mansion, we all looked around to find Jeff through the windows, Vailly found him in the living room. We made our way over to the window before I was able to see him Liu stopped me.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He whispered I nodded. We walked toward the window and Jeff came into view, my heart was pounding, he was sitting upside down on the couch watching BEN play video games. But there was something off about him, he seemed different, the look in his eyes, it was like he was empty, like a husk of Jeff. He said something to BEN who then nodded, he got up and walked upstairs, we followed him through the windows and he went up to his room, we climbed the trees to see him. He sat on his bed and sighed, he curled into a ball and sat there, he lifted his head a bit and I could see tears from his eyes, he was crying. We climbed down the trees and walked farther into the forest toward Offenders mansion, I couldn't wrap my head around what I had just seen, Jeff was crying, but why?

"I can tell you, confused sweetheart," Zero said.

"If you're wondering why he was crying its because he misses you," Vailly said.

"Ya, my brother may be a psychopath but he still has emotions," Liu said, soon we were back at Offenders mansion, I was sitting in the kitchen with Vailly when I heard BENS voice from the living room, I got up and told Vailly I would be right back, I walked into the living room to see D.L playing video games.

"Damn it I died!" I heard BENS voice call from the speakers, D.L was playing games with BEN.

"Hold on I'm coming to revive you," D.L said.

"You playing with BEN?" I asked him.

"Ya, why?" D.L asked.

"Hey BEN," I said.

"Hey Y/n," BEN replied.

"Y/n?" I heard Jeff's voice, I smiled.

"Hey Jeff," I said.

"Jeff is smiling like an idiot right now," BEN said, I laughed and I could hear Jeff yelling at BEN.

"Y/n is to," D.L said, I punched D.L in the shoulder and he laughed.

"Whos that?" I heard an unfamiliar female voice asked, my smile faded.

"That's Y/n," BEN said.

"Oh, hello! I'm Scarecrow," She said.

"Hey..." I responded.

"Shes knew here," BEN said referring to Scarecrow, my heart snake, they had already replaced me. I went up to my room and locked the door, I crawled into my bed and cried, 'I can't believe they replaced me,' I thought to myself, I wondered if she had gotten the same feelings for Jeff that I have and if Jeff has those feelings for her. I felt anger boiling up inside me, I tore my dagger out of its holster and hucked it across the room at a picture of Jeff, it stabbed right into his heart I curled up tighter and cried harder, suddenly Liu burst into my room.

"What the hell is-" He cut himself off when he saw me crying as hard as I was, he ran over to me and sat next to me on the bed, he wrapped his arms around me and stroked my hair, I cried into him again, I felt like I couldn't breathe. After a while I had calmed down and Liu started talking to me, he asked me what was wrong and I told him about Scarecrow and how they had replaced me, Liu hugged me again and told me everything was gonna be ok.

"I will spy on them for a bit and see what's happening, I don't think slender would replace you, even if he tried Jeff wouldn't let him," He said, I nodded and Liu left to go spy on them, I got up and grabbed my dagger, I put it in its holster and got ready for bed, I curled up as small as I could in my bed, soon I got back up and looked in my mirror, I turned to see a bit of rope in the corner of my room.