arrows (yoonseok fanfiction)

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I awake.

Eat

drink

vomit.

"I don't want to sleep anymore."

Jung Hoseok is there

and he nods

his molten eyes

not meeting mine.

"I never want to sleep again."

Why won't he respond?

Obviously,

he doesn't want to talk

to a killer.

"I want to die so I don't have to kill anymore."

maybe I was so hungry

I was going crazy.

"I don't want you to die."

Why did he say that?

I watch 

as Jung Hoseok leaves.

Why did I tell him my intentions

but not 

that I wanted him

to stay?

Perhaps I was just lonely

but I never liked people anyway.