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Chapter 𝟭

Keywords?
Darryl(badboyhalo)
Zak(skeppy)
Vincént(a6d)
Clay(dream)
Mega(megapvp)
Jacob(Zelk) -I will mainly be calling him zelk-

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Darryl's POV

"Zak..?" i said in a shaky voice. Zak was staring at me with a angry expression "You Faggot!" he yelled, stepping closer towards me. I flinched at the sudden loud voice, backing up aganist a wall. I felt small. My cheeks were stained by my tears as the tears didn't stop strolling down.

Zak harshly yanked my arm and rolled up my long sleeves—

"AHHH!" i shot up from the sleep and was fully awake, huffing and puffing as i felt tears crawl down my cheek, my unstabled breathing calmed down, taking one deep inhale and exhale to fully calm down from the dream. "goodness..." i ran my fingeres through my messed up hair.

"Thank god it was just a nightmare.." i said to myself, picking up my phone to look at the time "Of course, its 3." I rolled my eyes, I've been trying to keep a normal schedule but i couldn't do it.

"I know that Zak is probably livestreaming right now." i chuckled. Unlocking my phone i went on twitch, checking Skeppy's page "Hah..Knew it." i clicked on the live stream and laid back down, relaxing. I just enjoyed hearing the male talk as i close my eyes to go back to sleep.

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I woke up once again, squinting my eyes by the bring light that beamed from the phone. It hurted my eyes so I decided to shut them, trying to find the power button to turn the phone off. Opening my eyes again I crawled out of bed.

"hm.." I hummed as I didn't know what to do. 'guess I should shower' I thought, grabbing my towel and a outfit. I walked to bathroom and shutted the door, getting undressed.

As I began to reveal my body to myself I always stared at my arms blankly. 'ugh horrible! Your so ugly. Look at your body, so skinny. How about gaining some weight you twig.' a dark voice roared in my head, this was my demon that had been tormenting me for a couple of months.

I followed their instructions and looked at my exposed body in the mirror that was over the sink. My face saddened even more as I realize how skinny I am. But not to the point of being unhealthy, but close.

As I felt my eyes watered I quickly turned around to turn the shower on to hurry up and get dressed.

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I decided to wear and somewhat oversized black hoodie, enough to cover my hands, just the way I like it. The pants were somewhat tight around my legs, feeling the comfort of the fabric made me feel a bit more safe, as I still had somewhat curves on my thighs and legs.

'what's the fucking point of that? You're a boy. You're supposed to muscular, not feminine legs or body. Ugh your so goddamn gay!' the demon voiced.

I started at my legs and felt the slight curves, I sighed "I know." I responded back to the thought and grabbed my phone, leaving the room.

I looked to my left as I sorta missed my roomate, though he was a little perverted and somewhat an alcoholic, he really helped me to try and get through some of my problems. He made me stop cutting for some weeks, until he had to go.

He was the only one I had told about my depression. And now he's gone.

Walking down the steps I felt my phone ring, I looked up and it was Zak, a slight smile spreaded across my face.
I pick up.

"DArryl!!" the male yelled out, I could feel his excitement which made me chuckle.
"Hey skep." I said, now on the couch.

No one's POV

Zak was laying on his bed and plopped up, now sitting on the side. "You okay?" he asked.

"Yeah? Why? I just got finished eating some cereal, they were frosted flakes" he faked a somewhat happy tone as he lied about eating, he didn't want Zak to suspect anything.

"Oh thoose are good! And I just wanted to see how you're doing."

"Yeah I'm fine you muffin! I just miss my roomate." Darryl let's out a chuckle.

"Hmm..okay! Well bad, you should watch out. Someone's gonna become your new roomate soon!Bye!" Zak hung up.

"What-? Wait– whO?! Skeppy?! Oh my goodness." Darryl had a confused and curious expression as he looked at his phone that showed where he was at before turning off the phone.

"Who's coming? I wasn't noted that." Darryl furrowed his eyebrows as well squinting his eyes.

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Zak's POV

I giggled and got out off bed. Calling up one of my friends, Clay. "Hey clay!" I said as I walked downstairs to get myself some cereal as I was a bit hungry. "Hey dude, did you tell Darryl about you coming over?" Clay asked.

"No! It wouldn't be a suprise then. I did say someone was coming but he doesn't know it's me." I grabbed my box of Honey Nut Cheerios, pouring it in the bowl, holding the phone by the shoulder.

"Hm okay. I suppose you want to drive you there?" clay suggested. "Yeah, if it's fine with you! I don't wanna you knoww- waste your time or anything.."

"Nah your cool, I'll pick you up at 6pm."

"'Kay 'kay. See you clay!" I said as I putted my phone on the counter, clay hummed in response and hanged up.

I grabbed my bowl of cereal and walked back to my room. 'Oh yeah.. What type of video should I do today?' I thought as I shutted the door and sat at my setup.

"Man, I'm excited to finally meet Darryl! In person!....Oh theese are some good Cheerios."

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Hello hello! This is the end of the chapter! I'm actually proud of myself on this chapter, 985 words- man I can't believe I write alot- I mean. I fr do be roleplaying- but like it's fr only for stuff like this, so I can get big brain and try to make sense on stuff. YeAh- I uh- hope you guys liked it.

There's gonna be a lot of Darryl's POV n stuff. And remember- to stay safe, wash your hands, and stay 6 FeEt apArT from each otheR!

But fanfiction people don't so hA- the don't have cOrAonA