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Chapter 3

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Darryl's POV

Waking up once again I stared blankly at my hand which was covered up with sleeve, I had fallen asleep with my clothes on 'again.' I stood up out of bed and felt dizzy, as my vision was fading in and out. I felt like passing out but the feeling went away "Okay.. I need to stop standing up so fast.." I brushed my fingers through my hair and checked the time on my phone.

It was 10am. "I can still stay in bed." I shrugged and sat back down with my back against the wall.

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Minutes passed and I became bored at watching videos, and playing some games I had downloaded. I turned off my phone and sighed, the house was filled with silent, I wanted to get some stuff off my mind, a lot of stuff. 'I could go for a little walk..' I thought and shrugged, getting up and changing my clothes.

I hummed to the music that was playing from the phone, it was a soft calm song as I grown to like that type of genre now.

I wore a oversized hoodie that was black and some simple dark blue pants with black and white jordans.

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I had left the house with my phone that was inside the pouch of the hoodie, having my headphones in. I saw that it was raining and decided to bring an umbrella, as this was a good time to have a little walk around the neighborhood.

I wonder who is going to be our roommate.

Maybe Zak-

No- that would've been bad. I don't want to see how I look! Well, he DOES know but.. In person.

What would he even say? Would he hate the way I look? The way my body is shaped?

I can't have that. I'm pretty awkward as well so.. Don't think so.

But you've been looking forward with Zak moving in!

YEAH when I wasn't in this state of mind!

Zak doesn't like you anyways. Your guys friendship is just him trolling you and you getting mad and upset. You guys really never had moments where Zak really laughed.

Only when you was "acting dumb" because of something you didn't understand.

I sighed as I continue to walk along the sidewalk, enjoy the muffled sound of rain dripping onto the umbrella, with the soft music playing along.

I miss Clay.

Well ever since this George dude came in you guys haven't been talking a lot.

I feel like i just lost my best friend.

You did, he doesn't laugh like he laughs at George, he moved on.

I hope he's happy though.

I'm sure he is. You shouldn't hang onto him.

Yeah.. Maybe..

But I still miss him.. He was the person I had told about my depression, before the other guy.

I hope he's doing okay.

I hope all of my friends are doing okay. Because then, I'll be happy. Happy that they have a better life than mind, happy that they don't have to suffer any anxiety or stress, happy that they can get along.