dont worry, im fine.

Chapter 2

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Zak's POV

I had finished up my ceral and making a video. It was with me and Darryl doing another 'whoever is last wins $1,000'. Like normal we'd go through the rules and everything that we usually do.

Although, I felt like Darryl was being a little, weird. He sounded like he was not enjoying the event, I would hear him ywan ever minute, and sigh after almost ever sentence.

The thoughts about Darryl being not okay filled my head as I laid on the bed to watch some Netflix. "Maybe..maybe I should call him.. Nah.. I'm just exaggerating, we all had thoose days." I voiced my thoughts.

I nodded at myself and tried to focus on watching a movie someone had suggested to me, saying it was so good and so well animated. "Ouu..This is interesting." I said as I rolled on my belly, sliding my phone on the pillow so it won't fall and i won't have to hold it anymore.

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The ending had me crying a waterfall, sobbing along with the animated boy. Almost syncing with the way he moved his arms to hurry and wipe his tears as the tears streamed uncontrollably.

My oversized sleeves were soaked with small tear puddles. (the movie was "a silent voice" it's so good ples- it made me ugly cry)

I grabbed my sleeves as the credits began to roll. "My god.. That was so, wow.." I was speechless at how much I cried. "I need to blow my nose" as I said the sentence I sniffed.

Getting up I got a call "Oh come on-" I sighed and yoinked the phone from the bed, it was Vincént.

"Hey skeppy" a male voiced, having a strong French accent.

"What's up?" I asked, grabbing the tissue and sneezing into it heavily.

"I– ew."
"Oh shut up. What you call me for?" I rolled my eyes and threw the used tissue into the trash, washing my hands after.

"I just wanna know if bad was okay, he didn't seem like himself today" Vincént voice became a bit worried.

"Agh.. i dunno man. I noticed that too, he's mainly cheery and happy so today was weird" I sat at my setup and got online on Minecraft. (A6d is now italic)

"Yeah, he didn't answer any of my calls or messaged me back"

"Wow Vince, I've never seen you so worried before"

"Shut up!.. I just- worry for him.."

"Jeez, why not worry about mE" I said in a dramatic sad voice, with voice cracks and all.

"Pft- yeah okay. I just don't wanna see him sad, or any of y'all." Vincént mumbled the last sentence

"Sorry dude, I don't know he hadn't call or text me, I guess I can try and contact him. But you know it's normal for someone to feel sad some days? Right?" I said as I got a little irritated that Vincent was taking it so deep, 'like God, can he not be sad?' I rolled my eyes.

"I know dhat! Just- never mind. I'll talk to you later skeppy" Vincént hangs up.

"The hell-? He's so dramatic. I'm not even worried, he's acting like he's hiding something, bad would never! He'd always tell us what happens or If he's feeling some type of heart. He didn't have to take it so deep." I said, getting more mad and irritated "I was sad once, and I faked being happy! Did any notice? NO! So why should I care if bad was sad?! He didn't care that I was sad! So I shouldn't either!"

I banged my hand on the desk and sighed, pausing for a second "I didn't mean to say that.." I covered my eyes.

'I just wanna rest..' I gulped and got off the chair and went to the bed, feeling my head pulse, giving a soft sting.

"Never mind... I'll just watch some stuff downstairs."

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Darryl's POV

Sobs filled quiet bathroom. I laid helplessly on the floor, with my left hand gripping on the sink. "No no no no no... " I repeated, my eyes shaking; feeling my vision fade in and out.

My head was pounding, as my pulse beating filled my ears and the demons screaming manipulative thoughts in my head I cried. The pain from my arm was too much.

"get up.. Get up Darryl.." I whispered to myself and my grip on the sink got tighter as I pulled myself up. The tears kept strolling as I tried to balance myself.

"Where's the med kit..?" I panicked, I searched the two small cabinets and there was none, so I checked the mirror. "Yes!!" I grabbed the med kit and hurriedly grabbed what I needed.

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I was calm now. The wound from my arm still stung and hurted but at least it won't get infected.

"That was a terrible thing to do.. I'll just stick to regular cuts.." I shaked out. My stomach growled but I didn't pay much a attention to it.

Feeling slightly relieved I laid on my bed and got a call, "a6d?" 'that's surprising. He barely calls me.' I furrowed my eyebrow into a confused expression with a slight pout.

"Hello? A6d? What are you calling me forr?" I squinted my eyes

""Bad! oh I mean- hey."

I chuckled "Hey? Answer my question you muffin"

"I just wanted to see if you was okay, you sounded sad in skeppys video just wanted to check up on you" Vincént stumbled on his words a bit, feeling a bit embarrassed.

"oh yea! Sorry about that, I just didn't feel like me today, I hope I didn't make anyone worry, I don't want people to put on stress because they worry about me.."

"It's okay, just make sure you talk to someone. I care about your guys health, mental health, physical and all. "

"Aw that's so sweet a6d! You just made my day, I have a massive headache. So I'll go rest."

"Okay,bye"

"Mhm" I hang up.

That wasn't a lie, I did have a massive headache but I'm not going to sleep, I needed to get something to eat.

I left my room and went down the stairs, going to the kitchen and grabbing a apple.

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Once I finished the Apple I headed back up the stairs. I tricked myself in feeling full. 'Ew fatty. You eat SO much! Do you WANT to get FAT?' the demonized thought said. I grabbed my waist which was very small. Finally at a unhealthy skinny state.

I could slightly feel my ribs which made me feel disgusted. I stumbled in my bed, flopping on my side. I hissed at the sharp pain from my arm, I felt tired, useless, just wanting to stay asleep forever.

I grabbed my phone to see Zak's message about what had happened and about me being 'weird' today. I smiled and shutted my eyes. Falling asleep immediately.

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Heloo.. I Feel very tired and sortA stressed out. I wanted to get this out cuz I finna be WORKING all my missed days for work which is like 4 weeks... Haha..

I'm gonna try and go to sleep. I have mai cat with me ☺️. Sorry if it seems rushed, I was obviously rushing. I wanna sLep so I'll see y'all later. Night night..

Also stan the movie i suggest and Raymond and Marshal from animal Crossing😡