I hate this feeling inside me,
It makes me feel worthless,
Like life's not worth living,
I'm forced to deal with it,
But I don't know how,
Until one night I thought,
"Why not try suicide?"
So I tried but failed,
Time and time again,
I swallowed those pills,
I tied a noose round my nack,
I jumped off a cliff,
And brought a gun to my head,
But I'd come to realise,
That no matter what I did,
Somebody would save me,
And i'd end up in hospital,
So I guess,
That it's not my time,
To got to heaven.
