If you feel bad, dont Cry. Just smile

12/13/14

  Yeah, so yesterday I was on the bus and this stupid boy named ****

(for purposes of secret identity) ripped up my cousins book just because she patted him on the head.

My cousin went and practically beat him up.

Cool, right?

Wrong.

She has her whole life ahead of her, and she doesn't need this on her record.

I don't like **** and I probably don't like him more now so...

Well there's this other guy I don't like but I won't say his name.

I actually have to thank him now because he held my cousin back from doing any real damage.

She looked awful after that so I sat with her and let her listen to calming music on my phone while I tried to ignore the (nameless) guy behind me with his knee in my side.

**** had gotten off right afterwards so I'm pretty ticked off.

But there something else that's got me excited and afraid at the same time.

My dad lost custody of me and my sister so we are no longer living with him!!!

But my dad is supposed to pick us up next Thursday and sometimes he likes to check us out early so when he does, and he already has my little sister in the car, I'll have no choice but to confront his anger and get my sister back.

I know, you think my dad isn't that scary.

Well you have never been on the receiving end of his beatings.

Nor have you seen how well he acts.

I'm scared and trembling down to my core so Imma have to end this here.

Wish me luck...