Trapped

Part 7

LIZ POV

Fuck! How could you let this happen! Damn Liz. How could you give in! You weren't supposed to get emotionally involved with him. You aren't supposed to do that! It is against the rules you set for yourself! Fuck Liz. You should have stopped him. You should have moved away. Why didn't you? I wanted to taste him. Oh no... This was a mistake. This can't happen. It can't. I am his kidnapper and he is Mew. The superstar of Thailand. After a month, you will get your money and he will get his freedom. You need that money Liz. You need it. You need to pay the debts. You need to. You can't let this take away from you. You need to focus Liz. He is just a guy. Yes, just a guy. Gorgeous Motherfucking sexy guy. Liz!!! Stop!!! Maybe he just been away from sex for long, his testosterone levels are rising. He has many girls ready to sleep with him. Maybe he just needs sex. And maybe I need it too ? Oh Fuck!!! Liz!! Stop it!

Focus Liz. Ditch Liz. Ditch Liz. Stay away from his touch. He will not remember you after he leaves. He has his life ahead. After you get the money, You can have the dream life you wanted. Think of Pa, Liz.

My hands curled into fits when I taught about Pa. "Be best in everything you do. Even if it is as small as sweeping the floor. If not, then don't do it." Pa is more important than anything else. I composed myself and calmed down. Rest of the days we didn't talk much. Mew tried talking, but I didn't indulge much. I needed to go out. I needed some fresh air. I called Adrian.

"Hey, You up for some drinks..?. Hmm...Okay. Maybe Now? Yes. Okay. I will there in 10." I hanged up and looked at Mew. He was already looking at me.

"I might be late. Food is in the fridge, heat it and eat it. Feed Dusky." I said without looking at him with a straight rude tone. I didn't know why I was doing this. Maybe I was punishing him. Maybe myself. I knew he was getting hurt by the way he looked at me. But I needed him to hurt him, in order for him to hate me again. He shouldn't get attach to me...or the other way around. I can't be attached to him.

I took out a black tee and black jeans and jacket and dressed myself. I dabbed some lipstick and looked at myself at the mirror. Mew looked at me. I avoided him. I walked towards the door and unlocked it.

He didn't say anything. He was hurt. I didn't turn. I walked out and closed the door behind me and locked it.

Later in the nightclub, "You what!?" Adrian asked me.

"Hmm... It wasn't supposed to be like that. I was supposed to take care of him until the end of the month and take the money and leave." I said gulping my drink.

"Slow down.." He said

I shook my head. "I don't know Adrian.. I never felt like this ever since...since.." I spoke sadly

"Since Sean..." He said looking down crossing his arms.

I nodded. "He makes me feel something else you know.. And I know that in ever ounce of my blood that it is wrong. But I just walk towards him. Towards the path of hell. Like a magnet. He pulls me Adrian. I can't do it anymore."

"Wow.. Liz. I think you're in..." Adrian said.

"Dont." I stared at Adrian

"You can stop me.. But can you stop yourself ?" He asked