Betrayal

Chapter 5

I decided to text Taryn and try to be friends again.

"Hey..."

"So u think nothing happened I guess."

"Look I want u to be my Best friend again I made a terrible mistake."

"Yeah sure. I already know that u only want to be friends with me again because u are losing Josie. Right?"

"That's not tru u came first Taryn "

"Elena I already kno u don't wanna be my friend. U want someone just because you r losing Josie."

"Taryn it isn't because of her. I miss u. I can't believe I was dumb enough to drop u like that."

"Yeah well I didn't think u were like that either. I guess we were both wrong right. "

"Taryn please."

"My answer is no Elena. I'm not going thru this again."

Then of course Josie texts me about Ben so I just act like I'm sleeping it was 9:00 after all.

I couldn't hold it in anymore I cried. I cried so hard. I just couldn't take it. I went to the kitchen and took out a knife and cut my self on my arm. It's too much stress. I lost my best friend to a girl who tells me stories I dont want to hear everyday. I plan on doing the same thing tomorrow too. I can't hear her stories anymore. I can't take it I just can't. But I obviously will act like I'm fine. I know how to act trust me.