So that's why she didn't show up. She ditched me just to hang out with them? Speaking of hanging out with them, why did they ask her and not me? I don't wanna sound selfish, but i just find it weird. This is really getting on my nerves.
I grabbed my stuff and headed home.
I walked into my house with a sigh. She really ditched me to hang out with my best friends. Of course they can have other friends, but i feel a bit left out. Maybe i should text her? After debating whether i should text her or not i decided to do it.I can't believe they lied to me. I really don't understand what's going on. Don't they like me anymore? Don't they wanna be friends anymore?
MONDAY
I woke up, already not in the mood to go to school. I got dressed, did my morning routine, grabbed an apple and walked to school. Once i arrived at school i saw the boys and eunha walking through the halls. They didn't even notice me. I sighed and went to my locker.I went to class and saw all of them sitting together. I sat down in my seat on the other side of the class room and just looked at them. They were laughing. I grabbed my books and saw eunha walking my way, but she was still talking to the boys.
"YAH Jaemin! Next time don't do something like that, you'll get hurt again". And she sat down next to me. I looked at the boys one more time, before i looked to the front and listened to our teacher.
It was lunch time, so i walked to the canteen. I saw the guys and eunha sitting on our usual spot. I walked up to them. "Hey guys". They looked at me and kind of greeted me back. Eunha was sitting in my spot, so i sat down next to jisung. Infront of me was jaemin.
I saw a big scratch on his arm. "Omg, what happened to your arm?". He looked at his arm and then at me. "Oh that, i fell of my bike". "You need to clean that". I said concerned. "Y/n it's okay, it doesn't hurt".
"Yeah you really should be more carefull next time, we don't want that happening again" eunha said. "We also don't want you almost drowing again". Haechan said.
"Wait, what are you guys talking about?"
They all looked at each other. "Oh nothing" jeno said."Really, it doesn't sound like nothing".
I said taking a bite out of my food. They just sighed. "Its nothing okay". Renjun said with an angry tone. I was a bit in shock. He has never raised his voice against me. I looked down and said "oh-h, i'm sorry for asking".I didn't say a word after that. I just tried to keep the tears in and listen to their conversation. All i heard was how much fun they had while hanging out. I had enough of it. I took my bag, stood up and walked away.
I went outside to get some fresh air. It feels like they completely forgot about me. Like i don't exist anymore. All their attention is on eunha. Why does it feel like i'm being replaced?