Love Unexpectedly

Chapter 5

I immediately turn around when I heard a voice.

"Aaahhhh!!" Oh my God. He just saw me with only my underwear!

"What are you doing here?" Don't you know how to knock?" I quickly covered myself with my robe from the couch. My face is so red, I might probably look like a ripe tomato. Looking at him I thought I saw lust in his eyes but was quickly gone or maybe I was seeing it wrongly. It's so difficult to read him sometimes.

"Well..uhmm..uhmm.." Pointing his finger towards my main door. Did he stutter?

"The door was open and I decided to come in. And I did knock by the way, twice, and I called your name as well." He finished his dialogue hastily. Huh, would you look at that the great Alexander Hartford just stuttered and looking so uncomfortable? I have never seen him so rattled in my life.

I cross my arms trying to look cool but inside I'm a jumbled mess. "You should have called louder maybe I could've heard you."

God, I feel like vomiting. My anxiety would attack me any minute if I don't tell him to leave. He just saw me almost naked and not long ago I asked him to have sex with me. I feel so pathetic right now.

"Look, Cassy, I don't want this thing *pointing to me and him* to get any bigger. Let me just apologize for the way I acted earlier. I'm sorry if I ruined your dress."  He looks at me blankly.

You think I'm upset because you spat on me? And what is this thing not getting bigger? I thought to myself irritatedly.

Sighing, "It's fine you didn't ruin anything." I told him.

For a minute we were both silent and standing uncomfortably, looking everywhere but each other. Should I open up about it again? He seems to be trying to forget it like he didn't hear it just a few minutes ago or is it hours now? Gosh, I want to tell him again so I can explain why I asked him to take my virginity. We need to clear this uncomfortable tension between us or else it will forever be there. And I see him almost every day. It would be awkward and our parents will surely notice it.

"Ahem" I coughed a little to make a sound. Still no reaction from him.

"I, I want to talk to you about what happened earlier, err...of what I said earlier." Oh my god, I feel like I'm in shambles right now. Put yourself together Cassandra.

"Cassandra we..." His reprimanding voice echoes in the room.

"I want to explain myself." I stop him before he says anything else. I look at him in the eye bravely, well just for a few seconds. He's looking at me intensely and if I stare longer I might get lost in those eyes.

He just sighs and nods. Okay great, he agreed now what? I point him to my lounge area indicating that we can talk there. The room itself is already intimate and I want us to be in a relaxing ambiance not create more tension.

I was going to follow him but he stop and turn back towards me, eyeing me up and down. "Uhh, you should change first Cassy *cough* I will wait in the other room."

Right, I totally forgot I'm still in my robe. "Oh uhmm *smiling demurely* just give me few minutes." I gesture for him to go so I can change.

I close the door right after he steps out of my walk-in closet. Once I closed the door securely I slide down and sit on the floor.

OH..MY..GOD! I'm screaming loudly inside my head.

Why is this happening to me? I thought to myself.