Against all odds (KyloRenxReaderxArmitageHux)

Chapter Five

"Kylo, can you tell me more about this place?" I asked.
"It's Starkiller base - we stationed ourselves and our troops here." He walked closer to me.
"Do you want to rule the galaxy too?" I asked softly. The distance between us getting smaller.
"Bring order to it." His eyes bore into mine. 
"What exactly does that even mean?" All these vague answers didn't mean anything to me.
"(Y/N), you'll know when I succeed." He looked out to the stars again. "I'll finish what he started."
  I wanted to know more but I knew I would get even vaguer answers.
  "What about the resistance?" I asked, "why did you think I was one of them?"
  "They'll drop like flies soon enough. Once they're over, everything should be orderly and the first order will reign without objection." He seemed stiff, "You appeared out of no where. For all I know you could still be a spy."
   "You don't think I'm a spy." I laughed.
   "Oh? What makes you think that?" He looked at me, I could see he wanted to be playful.
   "Well for one, I'm still alive." I gestured to my body.
    I noticed that he had a metal t shaped handle bar attached to his belt. It was thick, black and had a thin red vessel like wire running down it.
  "You've got a sword with no blade," I pointed at it.
  "It's no sword." He brought it out in his hand, it for perfectly in it - it was moulded for him.
  "So you've just got a handle then?" I joked, "what good is that?"
   "No - look" Kylo brought it away from me and with a small flick, the middle of hilt of his handle lit up and a long beam of neon like light ejected out of it, followed by the one to the sides. It was blazing like a strong fire and it's constant aggressive low growl filled the silent air. It's red hue harshly illuminated Kylo's face, his eyes glowing as he waved it in the air.
  I instinctively reached out with my bare hand and he pulled it away fast.
  "Are you stupid, it'll cut you." He scolded me. "I made it myself, I know how strong it is. It's a light saber"
   "Sorry, I'm just curious. How does that even work, it's just a beam of light. It's so cool." I beamed. "Can I have a go?"
  "I don't know if you can handle it." He shook his head, his hair shaking loyally with him, "Just this once "
Kylo handed the handle to me - it was heavier than it seemed. It felt like a crime - like holding a luxury handbag I couldn't afford.
  I shook it expecting it to flick on like it did for Kylo. I shot him a dissapointed look. He walked behind me and placed a strong and tight grip on my hand - the handle began vibrating as the red beams cane up on show again, flickering violently. I could feel it's sheer power, each vibration like a pulse shaking my hand. He softly put his hand against my waist supporting me as he started helping he wave the saber around the air. As the saber passed my face, I could feel a strong wave of heat - it was pure energy. As the 'blade' whipped and sliced the air, adrenaline rushed through me - this was exhilarating. It was nothing like I'd experienced before.
I couldn't hold in my joy as I let out quiet giggles - I could feel my smile take over my face. Kylo exhaled out his nose - he was enjoying this too.
"How do you not end up paying with this constantly?" I smiled.
"I do but besides that It's a weapon for war, little girl." He leaned into my back.
"Who are you calling little girl?" I nudged him," I'm probably as old as you."
  "I didn't mean your age." He teased back.