WHY SO CLINGY? [Why So Series 1] (A ChanBaek Fanfiction)

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Third

“Need a hand?” Someone said, making Baekhyun look up. It was Kyungsoo offering his hand to him. Baekhyun immediately accepts his hand and gathered himself to stand with the help of Kyungsoo.

“Thanks, Soo.” He says gloomily.

“Do you want to talk about it? I'm always here to listen.” Kyungsoo said worriedly, making Baekhyun smile but doesn't really reached his eyes.

“I'm alright, Soo. I just need some time alone.” Kyungsoo nodded and hugged Baekhyun who gladly hugs him back.

“I hope you'll be okay, B. I'm just one call away, okay?”

He nodded and smiled. “Thank you, Soo. You're such a great friend to me all these times.” Kyungsoo smiled and caressed his face before leaving.

When the class ended, Baekhyun decided to go home right away with heavy heart and burdened shoulders. But he doesn't want to be a pessimist type of person so he decided to stroll around the river to let his negative thoughts go.

“I HATE MY LIFE! I FEEL SO WORTHLESS AND SHITTY! WHEN WILL YOU ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM?! I AM REALLY TIRED OF THIS WORLD. I HATE TO BE LIKE THIS. I WANT TO BE SOMEONE WHO'S APPRECIATED AND LOVED. WHY? IT'S SO UNFAIR!” Baekhyun bawls his lungs out as he throws pebbles at the river.

“ACHK! What the freaking hell?!” Baekhyun stopped immediately as he saw a man at the nearest river, holding his dear head for life. He looks like he was hitted by the pebbles.

“Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!” He said multiple times and moves his feet towards the injured person. “I'm so so sorry mister! I didn't mean to-- CHANYEOL?!”

“Fuck you! This is the second injury on this day. Could it be more worse?!” Chanyeol said and pushed Baekhyun.

“W-what are you even doing h-here then?” Baekhyun can feel his heartbeat faster. He just can't believe the man of his life is infront of him again. When in fact also the reason why he's crying because he ditched his class the second time around.

“Am I not allowed here?! And besides, this is my hideout. Tsk.” He rolled his eyes at him and looked away.

“O-oh, so did you... hear something a while ago?” Baekhyun gulped hard.

“Aside from my hard metal music, there's nothing I should be hearing, Byun. Why? Is there something--”

“No-nothing nothing! That's good to hear then.” He sighed in relief. “I-uh.. I'm sorry about your head. Will you let me fix it for you?” He said as he scurries his things inside his medical bag that contains with ointments and different kinds of bandages, betadine, and alcohol.

“I have no choice. It's your fault anyway.” Chanyeol rolled his eyes again in annoyance.

Baekhyun leans forward to him, making Chanyeol flinched a bit that the latter didn't even notice. He felt Baekhyun's small yet delicate hands on his hair as he slowly ruffled it to rub his aching wound with betadine and alcohol using a cotton ball.

“Stop moving, Park!” Baekhyun stopped moving as he unconsciously said that, feeling his fingers a bit wet of fear.

“The fuck did you just say, Byun?!”

Baekhyun smacks his head making Chanyeol look the other way again, making his eyes widened. “For the second time, Park Chanyeol. Stop being a whiny bitch and stop moving!!”

“F-fine! It's not because you commanded me but because I have no choice, and remember this is your fucking fault, Byun!”

“Alright alright!” Baekhyun nonchalantly, still treating his wound with handle and care.

Little did Baekhyun know, Chanyeol is smiling under his angry face. Hearing Baekhyun's breakdown a while ago made him want to hug the latter.

Scratch that. He doesn't want to. In his fucking dreams.

But on a serious note, he feels bad a bit for him. Just a bit though.

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I'm really really sorry it's so bad ik T-T