Lush Meadows

6

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Spades POV (( ERMYGERD ))

These past few weeks have been hell. Me, my father & Matt have been trying to find the rouge that has passed on my territory. We've mapped out our land and have been positioning wolves near our entrances. No one has smelled him lately. My father thinks it was was just someone passing through but I don't care. I need to know anyone who has any ideas of coming through pur land. And I smelled him for a slight second and it was gone. Like it vanished. It ftustrates me. And its not even entirely about invading me and my packs privacy. Its my mate. I know what happened last time with her families pack, and I promise that she will not go through that again.

Me and Amarilys have been getting close these past weeks and I'm really starting to catch feelings for her. But who wouldn't, she's so beautiful. The way her long brown hair waves up when she washes it. And it smells like cocoanut. She has no idea how she effects me. How hard she makes me with the simplest things she does. The way she bites her lip when she's nervous. And the way she looks down when she's embarrassed. I have a hard time controlling myself when it comes to her.

I sigh and look up at the ceiling thinking about her. Shes with Cecilia and my mom buying things. I gave her my credit card of course she didn't want to accept, but I forced it upon her anyways. Telling her that since we are mates, what's mine is hers now. I don't want her going to school though. I mean I do, but I don't.  It's just, I'm concerned for her since I won't be there for her. But we still have 2 months together before she'll be gone all day. My wolf ached at the thought of our mate leaving us. I cover my face with my hands and sigh. She's really got me wipped. I've never ever felt this way for a girl. I'm supposed to be a strong, firm alpha. But when she's around, I feel my insides turn to mush and feel like giving her the world.

" Jeez Amarilys, you just don't know. " I think out loud.

I hear a car pulling up and I get up off of my bed walking to my window. Cecilia and my mom get out of the car with my mate getting out the back. I feel myself smile and my wolf howling inside. I try and calm him but he's happy to see her after not seeing her all morning.

' Let's go to her Spade. Come on. '

' Gabrielle. She's coming in. We'll wait. ' I say patiently.

He huffs and makes a smart remark about not being able to see Amarilys. But I ignore it and continue to watch her pull bags out of the car along with my mother and hers. I see her pull out more than 3 bags and I grin. That means she got more than what she needed and I'm more than happy to give it to her. I move from my window and out my bedroom door to help her with her bags. I see her struggling to walk up the stairs with them and take them all from her hand. She's hyperventilating from all the stairs. Mind you, their are 4 flights and it seems these bags are heavy for her.

" I.. Got ... It. " She says breathing hard. I smile.

" I got it baby. " I say kissing her forehead and walking them to her room. I sit them on the floor as she walks in laying across her bed. Her long hair making a pool around her and her chest moving up and down. I sit on her bed and watch her with adoring eyes. She's so beautiful. I think she felt me staring so she moved her hands from her face and looks at me confused. I smile. When she's confused or puzzled, her nose crinkles.

" Come here. "

She sits up and stands in front of me. I pull her down and hold her in my arms. She laughs and puts her arms around me. She has the most beautiful laugh. She looks at me with her big green eyes. I can't help but get lost in them. My eyes make my way to her cute little button nose and I kiss it. And she giggles. I bit my lip and look at her lips. I grab her chin and bring her mouth to mine. Our lips move together and I'm begging for entrance but I see she likes to tease so she doesn't let me. She pulls away and smirks at me and I growl. I grab her and bring her lips to mine and she looses her balance  falling on top of me and I begin to feel myself get excited. I wrap my arms around her and bite her bottom lip begging her to let me in and she does.

Our tongues fight for dominance and of course I win. The way she's playing with my hair and pulling it, is really turning me on. I flip us over so she's on the bottom and begin to attack her neck. I suck and lick it looking for her sweet spot. I find it right beneath her ear and I suck it hearing her moans in my ear. I growl and my wolf is scratching to get out. She bunches up my shirt in the back and I start to kiss her throat. Her moans begin to get louder and I'm having are hard time controlling myself. I make my way back to her neck kissing it and before I can realize what I'm doing I'm sinking my teeth into her. I'm expecting her to scream or cry but she doesnt.

' SPADE. ' She moans loudly.

And I grip her waist to keep from loosing it. Her head hits my pillow and I see her start to loos consciousness. Her chest is heaving and I'm sweating like crazy.

I lay next to her and hold her as she falls asleep. As soon as she falls asleep, I feel the guilt rush over me. I just marked her. Without permission. I sigh and put my hand over my eyes. It's going to be really hard to control myself around her now.

" What have I done? " I think out loud.

I need to stay away from her.

' No Spade. ' My wolf says firmly.

' Yes Gabrielle. What else can I do? She's not ready for the mating process. '

' That doesn't mean reject her. Especially after we just marked her. '

' I'm not rejecting her... Entirely. Just until I know she's ready. We've only been together for about 3 weeks now. What would her dad think? '

' No Spade. ' My wolf says angrily. ' We'll hurt her. '

' If I don't stay away from her, I'll end up raping her. ' I say warningly.

There was a long silence before he answers.

' Fine. But if our mate doesn't forgive us, Its all your fault. '

I look down at my beautiful mate and move some of her hair from her face and I kiss her one last time before getting up to leave her room. I sigh.

' Okay. '

And with that I walk away from my mate.

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I didn't mean for it to happens like this but, things happen. Lol.